chronicles of my life

2009-10-15T21:59:00.001+08:00

i miss.

i love.

i want.

i need.

YOU.

2009-09-09T21:37:00.002+08:00

im too tired beyond honesty.im hating life now seriously.

i cant register anything in my head.my mind is full of your face.

i try to stay optimistic but i cant.

this has taken a toll on my body.im tired.im exhausted.i want to get away from everything just like u did.

it's hard staying this way.

i've bawled my eyes these 2 days.never had i felt this way before.

my eyes are still swollen.my head is spinning.my heart is hurting.

thanks babe for being here with me.thanks force babies for the wellwishes.

u know i love u girls a lot.

work 2mrw.im hoping it will take my mind off things for a while.

2009-09-08T23:47:00.002+08:00

i have cried too much till my eyes got swollen.

im still in heavy denial.

too many things happened in one go.

headache.

hating life now.

7-1=0

im praying hard for ur health.

im praying hard for ur comeback.

2009-09-06T22:05:00.005+08:00

things blown out of proportion.seriously.FUCK U K NETIZENS.FUCK U.

i was utterly affected by this.i couldnt sleep early even though i was tired.

i realised then that im a true hottest.

♥♥ Leadja: I Love You Hottest!! Run!! Fighting!! SuSu!! ♥♥
090905 UFO msg .. Lets Run together Leadja

♥♥ Magnae: “Let’s walk together” ♥♥
090905 Chansung's Cyworld ..You won't walk alone

♥♥ Mandu: 2PM, we are not 7 people .. We are one ♥♥
090905 Wooyoung's Cyworld .. 7-1 = 0

2009-09-04T23:29:00.003+08:00

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY!2PM JJANG!

full shift 2mrw-_-freaking upset that i cant meet up with force babies.

2009-09-03T00:21:00.003+08:00

EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER.

slowly these past few weeks,i'm intensively loving 2pm way too much.im an official hottest.it's the only thing that can keep me happy at this point

many things happened recently.tears were flowed.worries poured in.secrets slowly being revealed one at a time.

i really wonder at times why must all these happen to us.why can't it happen to someone else.whatever i say must sound exaggerated but its not.at times i wish im just making up stories.it's not about fights,arguments,money or whatsover.how i wish it was.

i remembered i secretly teared during CAT paper.all i could see in my mind was his image not those answers.

how i wish it was simply a stroke so a doctor can treat it but its not.

we dont need to be this special.its a wretched gift with heavy burdens.

bossini totally cheated me of my pay.-_-i swear people are testing my patience during this fasting month.

morning shift 2mrw.i dont see the point of working that much since what i get is like half.fed up.

2009-08-22T19:46:00.005+08:00

A FREAKING MUST GET!thank god it comes in one package and not separately.plus it's less than 30 bucks!

and so chun really did came sg for the photoshoot.-_- there was a picture of him eating chicken rice in some high class place.dont he know the best chicken rice all come from normal hawker centre and not those high class place which sells one plate for like 25 bucks.just feeling freaking displeased that he was breathing the same air as me at one time.(ranting goes on)

ANYWAY,FIRST DAY OF FASTING!i spent the whole day practically sleeping.ok not whole day but until 2pm??*(haha.2pm is my favourite time of the day).i was freaking tired ok.chiong work for 3 days straight before stopping for the exams which is like next week.the horror of that.

oh oh oh.october is going to be a great month.im not talking about the concert or the tw trip.

it's going to be DAEBAK!2PM is going to release their first full length album.oh man.who is anticipating it as well?ok let me be the only going all gaga over this.
full length album=more songs=enough material for concert=SG/MLYSIA STOP!

anyways,i was walking around imm yest during my break.went into popular and saw teenage who had SHE on the cover.more importantly,there was a pic of ce(truthfully it was she and frh) and i was smiling silly all by myself while reading the magazine for free.i din know comics existed at imm so i went in.this time i was smart not to bring my wallet along with me.i saw this hp strap shining at me.AND IT WAS 2PM,YO! excited*jumps around!A MUST BUY.A MUST BUY.

2 months or less to TAIWAN/2PM ALBUM.october is so gonna be awesome!

2009-08-06T00:21:00.002+08:00

work has been tiring yet enjoyable at the same time.time passed by darn fast.i really dont wish to transfer to another outlet where i have to start all over again.monday is my last day at this outlet.im so gonna miss it!

i love my incharge who's freakingly understandable and my colleague,weiwei who helped me brush up on my spoken mandarin.haha.almost all the aunties were shocked that i actually communicated with them in mandarin.all thanks to 10 odd years of watching chinese dramas.

suprisingly,im not as tired as i thought i will be.haha.i still got time to go online and check out updates and stuff.

anyway,school is ending in like 3 weeks time.awesome right?i cant wait for the exams to be over and holidays to come baby!working to the fullest and earning moolahs.taiwan is such a big motivation!after this korea baby!

wild bunny is a must watch!i watched it even without subs.impatient me.2PM is the ultimate addiction man.please dont bring my hopes high and yet drop it again.

oh yeah.i have to mention this.i hate csw.i hate that fucked up lecturer.i hate that he's fucking against me.tsk.

NO SCHOOL ON FRIDAY!WOOHOO!!

i already gotten ready my set of formal clothes for interview test next friday with that bastard.i need to get a portfolio asap and find my certificates which are hidden some parts in my messy cupboard.speaking abt cupboard,i have to clear mine before sis nags again since new one is coming end of this week.

BUSY BUSY BUSY.sorry if im unable to fork out time to go out with anyone.

nano/csw tests.gems presentation.study week.exams.fyp.work.

2009-07-29T20:15:00.003+08:00

Im an official employee of bossini!these past few days passed by real quick.i was complaining on sat abt not getting a job.and boom! i got an interview on tuesday and i start tomorrow.woohoo!im more excited about the money part.

for the past 2 months,i've been trying to find a job but to no avail.

just on monday,homefix called me up for an interview so i said yes but i didnt go in the end cuz i picked bossini over it.on tuesday morning,bossini called me for an interview so i said yes immediately since it's the line im more familiar with.in the same afternoon,giordano called me for an interview but since i already signed the agreement with bossini...oh well..and today,i received an email from cotton on to go down for an interview on monday.

seriously,all this must happen at the same time.sheesh.when i need it,i don't get anything.when i already got it,it just keep on coming.

today's industrial visit WAS AN UTTER WASTE OF TIME.seriously.i should have just stayed home and write the journal review.

and i got super bad news.i was freaking depressed when i saw it.2pm is not coming to singapore due to some stage fee problems or something.oh come on,jyp.you can bring the wonder girls to usa for free performances and not give us the boys with each of us paying 150 bucks?i just tweeted him abt this.who knows he may reply me.

and fish.im like drooling on chun's muscles for these couple of days.i can't wait for october!please let me pass the examinations,fasting month,hari raya and holidays quickly.

2009-07-25T23:56:00.002+08:00

people should cancel off the part time words on the notice if they are not hiring part timers anymore.tsk tsk.3 shops and all of them did this.tsk.i hate my luck,man.

from vivo to bugis to bpp.walked and walked.ate and ate.jas,nad and i decided to go to shaw towers and hang at the starbucks there which is like freaking empty.awesome.waited for the dumb 960 for half an hr.-_- dun want to say anymore abt this.heart pain.tsk.

oh oh.CALVIN OPENING A PHYSICAL WOW SHOP.woohoo!!

my feet are aching.sore sore sore.

ps.chun u should get a freaking haircut.seriously.

2009-07-24T22:13:00.003+08:00

happy birthday george!!you know i still very much love you a lot!

back to my day.i hate csw.i hate csw.i seriously do.met up with babe after lesson for some vegetarian food at cwp.went into comics connection.and im so so proud of myself for not spending a single penny.woohoo.babe on the other hand bought her big bang cards and a freaking magazine that is full of 2PM's pictures!oh my god.hyperventilating*its in my hands now for the time being.

oh yeah.amal came over to my house for gems presentation.we totally got sicked of hawaii in those few hours.hate ppt.hate presentation.watched a couple of videos and slacked off before starting.oh yeah,the funniest part of the day was when i heard amal gave a slight "AHH" due to some fake dog sitting at the stairs.haha.

CE's in my heart.fahrenheit's in my soul.2PM's on my mind.

i never forgot.it's always been there.never moving never changing.

2009-07-20T22:01:00.002+08:00

i totally hate being sick.thank god i have no school today.

oh yeah.happy belated birthday to steph!we went to celebrate on friday and it was awesome!it's been a long time since we had so much laughter and fun together.the pretty boys were just cherries on top of the day.haha.

im currently super duper hooked onto 2PM.im so dead.anyway,im praying hard that they will confirm their trip to sg soon=)i already found a sponsor for my fanmeet.lol.excited excited!!i was chatting with heeday yest and we both realised that we are into the same thing.hoho.

on a side note,hope grandpa/ma can get well soon=)

2009-07-11T18:25:00.002+08:00

we can no longer go back to the past.it was never the same like it used to be.i guessed i changed but do you seriously think you didnt?looking at myself in the mirror,i wasnt the same old person i was a few months or years back.many things happened and yes,i got over them.but the scars still remained to haunt.

im used to being alone.im used to being left out.im used to being lonely.being a tad too sensitive?i've always been like this.it's hard pretending to be strong when in fact deep inside,im crumbling into a million pieces.it's hard to put into words how im thinking or how im feeling.

it's me.it has always been me.there was never us in the 1st place.

i seriously don't think im fine.i should just learnt how to let it go.

2009-07-06T22:30:00.003+08:00

weather has been awesome.i slept in till 4pm yesterday.exaggerating i know.i was at jas's house the whole saturday night.practically stayed up the whole night before walking back home in the morning.we were researching on our trip to tw in october.as the day passed by,excitement just keep building.im already imagining the scenes in head.call me crazy call me fanatic.do u think i really care?i seriously dont.quoting from mama "as long as you feel happy doing that,that's all that matters".maybe this is why she supports whatever i do as long as im not committing any crimes or doing any wild actions.

i just totally spazzed over this picture when i saw it the first time on jas's computer.i gotta agree that her husband does look super fine now.

money oh money.when are you going to rain on me.

2009-07-03T22:49:00.003+08:00

MST IS O-V-E-R!

its time to catch up and feed on my idols cravings.

i got a job interview 2mrw.the job does sound like its too good to be true.oh well.i have to stay with it for at least 2 months before i get enough moolahs for the trip:)

oohh..my pics of the day..

lovin' this a lot.

aww.aww.aww.

you are beautiful.

transformers 2mrw,baby!

idiotic babe.got me hooked badly on 2pm.not that im complaining or anything.

2009-06-23T00:28:00.006+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR PABO!

you know much i love and adore you!thanks for exposing me (not literally of cuz) to dbsk.without u,i would have never met changmin.thanks for spazzing with me over dbsk/heechul/siwon...and recently inhwan.that super adorable little thing...

anyway,thanks for always being there!u know FORCE LOVES U A LOT!

have a rolling good time with yunho today.ok i picked the best pic that doesnt emphasize his nostrils.LOL.

he's still hot though.all for you tonight.leave jaejoong to your buddy.LOL.

i love this boy.can i adopt him?

jas,zee!lets go to children's section and spazz over kids' clothes again.

2009-06-21T01:01:00.004+08:00

i missed those times that we had in secondary school.im glad one of us decided to plan a gathering.i seriously hate the service of that food place.sai.kanasai.how could u rush us to pay when we are only halfway done-_-putting that aside,meeting up with old and familiar faces was awesome.we took pictures.we sat in a circle chatting about lameshit stuff and playing some kiddish games yet laughing and enjoying every moment of it.

i seriously love these guys a lot.again,sec 1/2 days were the best period of secondary sch life.innocent days.

the very next day with very little sleep,i met up with force.before that i went to collect the superman tees!never I SAID NEVER buy from cheapmixedtees.blogspot.
another immatured kid who waste my sms-es and my transport fee.plus i seriously hate the sengkang lrt.colour codes and different platforms with no timings at all-_-never am i going there again.ok whatever it is,im loving the tee now.haha.

next on the list is superman hoodie!im trying my best to pyscho my bro to buy it for me!haha.he got an income and i dont!plus im on a tight budget now.saving for the big trip,baby!

oh oh.we saw suju's movie dvd at a bookstore at the cathay.haha!zee got the sharpest eyes~isnt that siwon?LOL.the movie is funny and stupid.cute shindong!shithead~i swear kibum got the most mesmerizing smile out of the whole lot.and yes,siwon still looks massive hot.pabo is forever funny la.that lame guy.

FORCE babies

holidays are passing by fast.damn it.i managed to do 2 out of 4 reports.more determination plz.HOPEFULLY MOE WILL ANNOUNCED THE CLOSURE OF SCH SOON.so mst will be pushed back.ok this is seriously my wishful thinking.

changmin:bullying junsu is a way of relaxation for me.

aww..how cute can this boy get.i shall stalk baidu again for more pictures!

you make me fall deeper and deeper.

2009-06-17T16:37:00.003+08:00

i suddenly missed the times we had.

3 nights of short sleeps.god,im bushed.after reaching home,i slept for more than 16 hours.i felt a sense of achievement!from 7.30pm to 11am and continuing on from 3pm to 6pm.hohoho.the exhaustion was gone but headache started to pour in.tsk.

anyway,it was a great 4 days together with force.i love all of u girls a lot.first night was korean-ing with king and little precious.king managed to get everyone hooked with "pabo" and "dong dong dong..hak!" not forgetting "juliette oww!"haha.now all these are stuck in my head.i remembered how we went crazy seeing siwon and heechul in the latest "it's you" performance.oh man,the last part was amazing.not forgetting juliette.i still love my pai kias though.i totally forgotten abt king's hubby.laughing in the middle of the night when the other 3 pigs were sound asleep upstairs.haha.

2nd night was even better.i slept for less than 3 hours.stayed up the whole night with my thai nut.recorded twin's snoring and disturbing her with the banana.haha.continued spazzing over ce in the middle of the night.and the next morning after we woke up,we continued spazzing.haha~in the end,she had a nice nap on my back while twin and i continued laughing at some stupidity/cuteness.

3rd night was all about celebrating our king's birthday and yeah,we managed to sing a song for ella too.she got caked badly by me of cuz.haha~after that,it was all about pictures taking.most of it was laughter and some rated scenes/conversations inserted.

it went by that fast.i hate going back to reality.with reports and mid terms coming.and yet,im still slacking.i dont wish to upload all the pictures.200 plus~kill me please.

gathering with sec sch peeps 2mrw.hohoho.holidays are passing by so fast.my holidays are almost packed with activities that i don't even have time for myself.tsk.

i don't wish to live my life for others.i don't wish to put up fake pretends in front of anyone.

when you need me,you come to me.when you are happy,i don't see/hear you.is this how you treat me.stop all this and let's just move on with our separate lives.i don't wish to be your punching bag.

it's not about us anymore.it's all about you.

I WANT TO GO FOR MIROTIC CONCERT.i got no reason.aint got no passion.i got u in my skin.

2009-06-10T20:06:00.002+08:00

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the wait was all worth it.your acknowledgement means the world to us.

2009-06-09T22:28:00.003+08:00

today was abg's BMTC POP.it was an army of stink,sweat all mashed into one.i nearly died of the heavy odour lingering in the air.i saw a few familiar faces there.again,i pretend not to see.haha.it was a freaking long wait before the parade begins.i was laughing,not sure why though,when the recruits started marching out.they seemed like green ants.oh oh.and there was this guy who fainted in my bro's company.his company is really tsk tsk.i was beyond tired after reaching home.i fell asleep immediately after ending the call with dajie's cat.that bastard.lol.oh oh.dajie's back in sg!woohoo~

pictures up!lazy to upload all-_-

chubbiness runs in the family.lol.

yesterday's planning is already making me look forward to friday.excitement is building up,man!hohohoho.

finally.pics of DAYE~my sunshine.love love his hair.

that gaze alone just shot through my heart.

2009-06-08T21:21:00.002+08:00

4 days more!~FORCE!

i finally finished watching suju full house.all 13 episodes in one day.i thought it was going to be a short one but no....it was quite long.it was super duper funny though.i love heechul(the masterminder) to the max.that evil canniving guy can crack me up.i love his lameshit crappy nonsensical mc-ing with eunhyuk.teacher eunhyuk~im long.lameshit me like.

i managed to grab my butt out of the house today with mama to vivocity before making it down to sgh since yayi is admitted.anyways,i couldnt even see him since only 2 people from intermediate family can visit.lameshit h1n1.according to mama,he's weak and keep shivering.those nurses better take care of him well.shessh..

2mrw is bro's POP for basic military training.hooray for him,no more tekong.haha~i will be seeing his bangla face at home for 2 weeks before he go off somewhere.im not sure where.dumb bro pestered me in the middle of the night to wash his blue socks and bring a camera.tsk.he owe me one.though i wasnt the one who wash his socks.lol.hey but i still managed to get a camera for him,ok.plus i have to sacrifice my sleep 2mrw for him.so yeah,he owe me BIG.

HOW I WISH I'M MICKY/YUNHO.

anahaseYO.changmin saranghaeYO.~

2009-06-06T23:45:00.004+08:00

IM FREAKING IN LOVE WITH MY BLOGSKIN!!!

thanks thanks zee.as promised,i updated my blog ok?u know i love u as much as the times minnie watched porn while im not around.haha~

initially i wanted to leave my blog dead for a while.but since zee wanted to change my skin,i shall get it alive for a bit longer.

i finally managed to watch subaru yesterday with jas and zee.a big reminder to self:never sit beside zee when there's dbsk is in a movie.
overall,it was a good movie.i never wasted a single dollar watching it.there were a few tearjerking moments but u know me,i dont cry in movies.lol.anyway,kazuma is super cute,can?haha~plus there were a few unintentionally funny moments.KOHEI!
when dbsk appeared,i held back my spazzing.if i didnt,i bet the whole cinema would be staring at me.i cant promise holding back my screams during 14 blades though.

oh well..moving on..today,i went for a talk at sch.well,it was abt pursuing studies in ntu.i guessed i havent really made up my mind to follow which route.i dont want to think abt this now.

after that long talk,i finally get to go out with girlfriends=)shopped around for jeannette's shoes but ended up din get anything-_-
it was a well spent time with the girls.cant wait for dajie to come back on tuesday!and we can finally get a full gathering!plus i cant wait to get my hands on chun's s goodies!hoho!

oh oh oh!i bumped into cuzzie and fira!i practically hugged fira tight.we haven seen each other for aeons of years.she said i lost weight so u could imagine how chubby i was in pri sch.hohoho!we were reminiscing the old times we had.haha.such young and foolish times yet the most innocent period of my life.

my family were supposed to go out for picnic 2mrw.but since yayi is sick to the point
that he cant walk anymore,we are gathering at his house.he is a pro at making ppl worry.hope he can cheer up 2mrw seeing all of our adorable faces.haha~

i was gagging looking at this gif.pity pabo~KING,I TOLD U CATS ARE EVIL CREATURES.

over here,aside from changmin's ohsexy pose,i want to point out something to zee.i can see something big from the background.

im in love with cows!counting down to the days i'll rocking at the cows' concert.

i shall enjoy my holidays to the fullest before mst mood sets in.

2009-05-03T20:24:00.003+08:00

hohoho~

im glad to see many concerns pouring in to me at this point of time.wow,im touched!seriously,i am.im really fine now.no worries no worries=))

this week has just been about late night chats till wee hours,sms-ing till the point of bill bursting and more spazzing with my darlings~

after school on thurday,babe decides to drag my butt to jurong point with her.boy,the shopping centre is BIG!haha.after she collected her mum's ruler??,we decided to roam around the newly renovated place.and WE WERE SUPPOSED TO EAT ICECREAM!what did we do?spazz at comix.haha.babe were like flipping through all the pics to find her kimbum,big bang blah blah and of cuz help me find my changmin and chun.haha!that psycho.i love this pyscho.we ended up feeling quite satisfied and decided to head home.so much for eating icecream!haha~

friday was an awesome day out with my darlings.i met up with fel baby for k-session.jas and twin twin joined us at a later time.i felt high i felt good i felt relax.the best i felt in the entire week.we sang our sorrows away(sounds corny i know).and and i made the best discovery of the day.our p-ce do have the best assets if you know what i mean.ziee managed to get her sexy butt to amk and joined us for dinner at mos burger.we stayed and chat there till 11.30??well,fel baby and twin twin left earlier leaving the 3 of us behind.yet again,i was spazzing over changmin whenever ziee's itouch fall onto my hands.

and so yesterday,me and king finally had time on our own to go dating.haha!no children to bother us in our twosome world.and and and and...*idol-ing mode...i've gotten my hands on the japan photobook!the bad bad cashier forced me to make a fast decision at the counter and i was so torn cuz i din know which gift to pick.but im pretty i made the right choice=)hohohoho~smsed jas right after to share my happiness!the royal couple spent time at the starbucks together reading so highly classified fanfic which got both of us tickled for a few hours and we made our way to comix..and the spazzing saga continues..seriously,both of us had just decided to be normal and yet in a split second we went ballistic.

im enjoying every second of my life now.i refused to be in an emo mode again.i refused to throw myself in that kind of mess again.

babe is so spazzing over taeyang and suju~omg.her so called idolizing moment.

and im totally indulging in dbsk(hohoho!ziee,im having a blast watching the dvds!ongie abuji~) and CCG who is in japan with that dirty woman.sheesh.always a spoiler.urgh~

im getting a small growth in my inner eye(aka tembel).according to ziee,its due to staring too much at a certain big package for the past few days.i dun wan to be guilty as charged.haha~

chun:hey,you dirty boys having fun?

calvin and his metal pole.

ok i cant stop.thanks ar ziee.but u know i love it.haha~

oh man oh man..u know u got it..woah woah~

all i can think in my head is..sm sm sm..

2009-04-27T21:00:00.005+08:00

terrible horrible days that has passed.

again,i deleted my post.

one bombshell after another just keep dropping on me.physically,im fine.but mentally,im all shattered.it's hard to trying to piece all back together.it's hard trying to keep myself happy.it's hard pretending to be happy and ok in front of people when in actual fact,im not.im exhausted,really exhausted.

i've been trying to fight this negative feeling for a long long time.im like waging a war against myself.and it's seem im fighting a losing battle.

these days have the utmost terrible period for me.

i know i have to be strong for myself and for my mum.

i hate you for doing this.no matter what you do/say,i will never return to your side ever.i was already disappointed with you.in fact,im more disappointed now.why can't you just leave us alone?what do you get from doing all these?seriously.you can never win my love back.you can never win my trust back.and you can never win my whole self back ever ever ever again.there's no longer a space in my heart eversince that day.there's no room for you and there will never be one for you ever again.

people keep telling me the same thing over and over again.
why do you waste time with all these idols? & related subjects.

i answer this once and for all.a simple reason.they filled up the void in my heart.they make me happy.they allow me to express myself freely.screaming in events.high-ing myself.all these are a form of pressure release for me.for you people,it could be simple as going out with friends to release stress or stroll down the park to catch some breather.but im not one of these people.i cant rely on friends each time i feel stress.in fact,it will make them feel more stress each time i bug them.idols are the only outlet where i can release all the time.

and i seriously hate it when ppl ask me another qn.
why don't you have a bf?

will i die not having one?im not one of those girls who sadly rely on their bf for comfort and such.im not.i believe if its the right person/right time,i will definitely go for it.but right now,there's no right person and it's definitely not the right time.

i'm praying hard that this is not a repeat of 2007.touchwood*

thanks babe for listening to my troubles and all.i guess u r the only one who truly understand the whole me.

yesterday was a total fiasco!the princesses,little prince and i were on the edge of our seats waiting for the big moment.and yet again HIM disappoints us.burn burn them down.anyway,ce was the hottest of the night=))im glad the stylists didnt disappoint us.

it's going to be rough year ahead but we know we have all the strength to pass this storm again.

i've been using this desktop wallpaper for quite some time.and im still loving it a lot.ppl can dream,right.yes,im one of those dreamers and believers.

2009-04-24T22:06:00.002+08:00

depressing.

devastating.

disappointing.

fucking unlucky day.woke up at 6 today to a bad news and a bad knee.fuck.

nomood.nomood.nomood.nomood.nomood.nomood.nomood.nomood.nomood.
nomood.nomood.nomood.nomood.nomood.nomood.nomood.nomood.nomood.
nomood.nomood.nomood.nomood.nomood.nomood.nomood.nomood.nomood.

2009-04-18T23:08:00.002+08:00

huhuhuhuhu!ATTACHMENT IS FINALLY OVER!

that stingy boss of mine haven pay me yet-_- iwantmypay!!!

bloody hell.and i still have to go back to the company to collect my logbook which is not graded yet.-_-

im super duper glad i din agree with my exboss to continue my fyp project.if not,i will die from suppression of anger working with them for another year.gosh~though my supervisor is a SUPER duper nice guy.but still the boss....

on the bright side...no more polyaniline stuck in my fingernails.no dizziness caused by the smell of octanol and ethanol.no stain on my shirt from iron oxide.no strong smell of diesel lingering on my body.u can know how glad i am to be out of that company.thank god that it's for 7 weeks only.thank god.

oh well.anyway,dajie is flying off 2mrw morning to some north part of china.i will definitely miss her lots!she will only be coming back in june.hopefully she will buy lots of chun's stuff for me there!im going to spam her email to remind her!evil laughs*hope she will reach there safely=))

we were nice enough to throw in a farewell dinner for her on thursday at fish&co.i love my blackpepper stingray!yum yum*and that chocolate cake!double yum yum*oh ya!mermaid freeze!another yum yum* in total,i was impressed by what i ordered that night.haha!

anyway,10 of us were present:babe,huifen,steph&bf,jean,bernard,lengheng,junyong and our main lead,dajie of cuz.the last we really gathered was quite sometime ago.lotsa of laughter and teases here and there.i really missed us since it has always been the 6 of us only.that stupid cat decides to get rashes on the same day and forgo the dinner.tsk tsk.must be rolling in his money now-_-

this is the first time ever that im excited for school.haha.for some reasons i dunno why.perhaps it was due to attachment that makes me want school term to start earlier.i cant wait to see my shanghai babes and smack theirs butts & pinch their dimsums cheeks on monday.

wow.year 3.im getting old.seriously.one more year to graduation.that's fast huh.

random note:babe is listening to momo!haha~

2009-04-11T23:57:00.004+08:00

my voice is slightly hoarse from all the screaming and singing yesterday.totally a well spent good friday!

ce darlings present:cherry.angel.ziee.jas.nad.betty.fel.lix.jolin.

we spent 5-6 hours K-ing at bugis's TOP one.it's definitely not the top afterall.just as i entered the area,it smelt of cigarettes everyone.suffocating i tell u.that will be the first and the last time we will be going there anyway.the room was too small beyond honesty and there were only 2 mikes-_-

putting all the complains aside,the right to do was of course to put zhuan shu tian shi as our first one.im guessing we played this and xinwo around 3-4 times.woohoo.hardcore CE fans man.words seriously cant describe how high we were.it was like they were having a concert and we were screaming like noone's business.

and yes,of course we sang frh's songs.omg,high can?i was hogging the mike during this period of time.haha~hey!it's frh for crying out loud.me and angel were totally spazzing about calvin.shy*

not forgetting george too.twin twin and i totally melted when we saw his popping muscles.popping muscles!

i felt like i was fasting the whole day.didnt take breakfast/lunch.only managed to fill up my stomach with lemon tea-_-

after the K session ended,we immediately went to eat at pastamania.totally full after that.beams*

a few of us then went to jco for our ahem ahem* chats.details i shall not put here yet again.

totally an awesome day out with the darlings.

on the way back,i was practically ranting to jas about someting.and our next project together is overnight-ing at newton.beams*oh ya,and the chalet.hope everything can get confirmed soon=))

pictures(taken by my phone)~make do with it till nad uploads all pictures.

aish.din catch the kiss!nad caught it twice la!

yet again,HIM pissed me off.

and im beginning to detest ppl who judge me.seriously.

We can never judge the lives of others because each person knows only their own pain and renunciation. It's one thing to feel that you are on the right path but it's another to think yours is the only path.

2009-04-06T22:04:00.004+08:00

i went for my medical appointment and everything's in tip top shape!it's only that i've low haemoglobin count=iron count in the blood.so i have to swallow an iron tablet everyday.tsk tsk.im so gonna gain extra extra kilos.

after my medical appt,i went to vivocity with mama and SHOPPED!haha~i finally bought a nike sneakers similar to baobei!huhu~mama got her heels from c&k and bought 2 big luggages from tangs.we were like dragging those luggages around vivo la.embarassing*

i took my own sweet time to sp to meet my supervisor by cab. A SUPER SUPER SHORT DAY.i was at the lab for 3 hours before my supervisor said i could go home and there is not a need to go back office for meeting!PLUS PLUS I WASNT DOING ANYTING BUT JUST STARE INTO SPACE FOR THAT 3 HRS.woohoo~syiokness!

i quickly went down to lot 1 to meet mama for dinner.and yes again,we SHOPPED!haha.such a blissful blissful thing to do.bought nice nice bras and socks=)))mama bought a new bag and a screen protector for my hp*beams beams!

best part best part..TADA TADA TADA!![twin twin so gonna kill me for this!]

im so in love with the cover of the album.GEORGE'S FACE WAS SO BIG AND SMACK DOWN RIGHT IN THE MIDDLE.actually i was checking out the price for twin twin and my hands got itchy so i just got it.its GEORGE for screaming out loud.tell me how to resist not buying.

and im in love with these shoes too=))

twin twin don't be jealous orh.

somehow i feel the year is finally looking better for me=))

aiseh!it's GOOD FRIDAY WEEK!woohoo~

seelah amal.now i've to be stuck in some dumb gems with u.tsk tsk.u seriously owe me big time.

2009-04-05T00:04:00.009+08:00

finally a proper blog post.i was way way too tired this whole week=) but this tired energy came from something good and it's all worth it.totally.

let me recollect my thoughts for this week.it went by fast.too fast until i couldnt catch my breath.

it was just a week ago when i saw my heartthrobs.it was all totally worth it despite the rain,molestations,frustrations,squeezing and a near-murder act.

of cuz,i get to talk and pass my heartfelt letter to my dear chunnie and calvin.details i shall not mention here.it shall be kept in my heart.

it was a fruitful trip!definitely.much fruits involved in there=))im loving my ce counterparts more and more.yue lai yue ai ni men.
i totally have to thank betty boop and friends.ni men zui bang.

campus superstar was awesome.with chunnie's acknowledgement,we know that what we are supporting is not just a wishful thinking on our own.he's the number ONE fan for goodness sake.

and just as i thought my excitement level was back on a normal,chunnie pull a fast one on all ce fans from cefc.oish oish oish~this week is declared BEST week of the year!

fahrenheit from autograph's session.[courtesy of myself and twin twin]

there are like 200++ of photos.yet again,im being selfish not going to put up all of it=))in this collection of photos,there were several,yes SEVERAL pics that caught him looking at our direction.tsk tsk.

find this pic below super super familiar?why dont you scroll up and find the same exact item that is found in this picture?hint*ziee was holding onto it.found it?good.and nope,im not repeating this pic on purpose.this pic ain't taken by me nor being post up by any ce fans around on their.it's posted by OUR VERY OWN CHUNNIE and its taken from his bloggie.aren't he a sweet adorable fan of ce.

tell me now how could i not get high all this week.

returning to the present,im so so sad that there's no smiley faces on the new phone.ar sucks!i want to change to another one la!*starts acting like a brat. anyway,hope ziee is feeling much much better.we go starbuck-ing anytime.

and i so cant wait for our ce gathering where bananas and melons will be a hot topic.i shall start doing my hw by watching ai de feng dian mv.oish~major exposure=)

some people get it while some people just dont.if you dont get it,stop pretending like you do cuz it's getting to me.

aish aish aish.

[2.04.09 18.39]~ will forever be etched in my heart.

2009-04-02T21:48:00.001+08:00

oh my god chunnie~

im too high beyond words.shall do a proper blogpost on weekends.

thanks ziee.u know i love u too much.

2009-03-28T15:05:00.004+08:00

im feeling so much better now.thanks to some loving by minnie honeybums and twin twin of cuz.

supervisor has left leaving me to fend for myself.some china guy came by yest to take over his post in the company.and he smells like a dead fish.but the sweetness of payday totally make up for the bad odour floating ard=)

right now,im trying to get over the fact that im an unlucky person and this is seriously not my year.whatev.

slowly but surely im being sucked into this empty world where only 2 exists.me n minnie honeybums.

look at how he thrust his hips.oiishh..he's even better than zyy's hubby.she is so gonna kill me for this.well,it goes to show who's even better in bed=)minnie baby wins handsdown!

oh man oh man.nosebleed.major one~

that's the chest i lie on each night.

2009-03-27T20:57:00.002+08:00

im totally depressed right now.

i want to throw myself into minnie's lap and cry till i could cry no more.

i need a turn of events.oh please.i've been doing my prayers regularly so GOD should answer my prayers.

2009-03-21T14:20:00.002+08:00

I NEED ALL THE GOOD LUCK IN THE WORLD RIGHT NOW!KIND SOULS PLEASE PLEASE DONATE TO ME~~

babe!help me take some good luck from the irish ppl there!they are known for having the best luck.

im getting desperate and anxiety level is off the charts.

2009-03-17T21:08:00.003+08:00

i was feeling groggy the whole day due to the f***ing boss.pissed off*

until i died and came back from heaven.u know why?nothing in this world can make happy unless it's CE-related.this totally calms my nerves down knowing my results are released at 12 midnite.crapz~

anyway..i dun haf to say much.just that touch and that intent look alone can kill me and bring me up to heaven.woohoo~

ar!cuteness=))

i wish cherie was in sg.we could fan-girl together.we were both expecting news of their drama.oh well,this will do for now.i dont want to post all the pictures and burst my blog.

im totally loving arron for now.such a sweetheart.first at the concert and NOW THIS!hehe~if u dont get what i mean,just ignore this crazy woman who is currently hyperventilating right now.

10 more days.

2009-03-14T19:53:00.006+08:00

surprisingly this week went by fast.perhaps it was due to being in school for that few days and not going to work for a day=p

im back in a sick mode.going to lose my voice soon.having a terrible terrible headache.getting an on-off fever.sheesh~

anyway,my moo moo~ twin went to aussie yesterday.super sad can?my sms-spamming buddy wont be in sg for a week!

that's not long as compared to babe who's gone for a week alr and will be there for several several~ weeks.im missing her badly.it's been a week plus since we talk.the only updates i get from her is through emails.sigh* hopefully she will put away all the frustrations into a bottle and throw it far far out in the open so she could enjoy her attachment there.

im not exactly enjoying my attachment.and i know many others who are not as well.i guess this is part of the journey we have to take.i always tell myself to endure for this couple of weeks cuz its gonna be over sooner than i thought it will be.

blah blah blah~rant on itp~blah blah blah~

pushing that aside,ziee was being a total sweetheart by meeting up with me for dinner at the very last minute.hehe.she should be glad to come down since there's a treat awaiting her.anyway,we talk till 11 plus before heading home.i guess she's one of those fews who understand my feelings.our new catchphrases "heeung heeung!" "aww aww aww!"- changmin hyung=))

plus i want 29 march to come soon!!i missed those guys badly esp my superman.im still praying to be that lucky girl.

exciting can??

together is going to start soon!momo shi tian shi.wo shi yu.-jia shen

edit:skype with the girls a while ago.its like they were talking in slow motion.so funny.haha~really missed them lots.

2009-03-08T22:48:00.003+08:00

one week of attachment has passed.and the weekend is practically going to be over soon.the cycle of torture is going to continue yet again.how i really wish this 6 weeks will pass quickly.but then again once this 6 weeks are over,school term has started.man,i hate sp so much.

another thing to mope about.exams results on 13/3.nervous.scared.anxiety.i never really did study that much and i wasnt exactly focused at that period of time.sighs.i dun even want to think about it.

on the bright side,my superman is healing well=)and it has been confirmed he's coming down to sg.looking forward to the end of march.woohoo~~full fangirl mode*

oh ya.im so happy for my cousin who's going to married on 12/12.like finally.

and did i mention that im going to be homealone for a few days this week?sad luh.my bro in camp,my sis off to some deserted island and my mum at work.

i realised being a fan and going for the events has its perks other than getting to see our loved idols.at every event,somehow and someway,i will make friends though we dont know each other at all.from fahrenheit to lollipop to she events.i remembered at each event,i will at least talk to a stranger.

it was through sheer coincidence how a bunch of ce fans can get seated next to each other during fahrenheit concert.haha.not knowing each other names at all and in fact strangers at that point of time,we could totally got high together throughout the whole concert.

i felt a sense of closeness to these girls at that point of time.and it grew stronger from she event.though that was the 2nd time seeing them.i could talk and relate to them.unlike some cefc ppl.coughs*

me and cherie are like twins/gd friends.haha.we discovered so much similarities with each other.what i love is what she love.my thinking is exactly the same as what she's thinking.it's hard to find someone who's totally exactly like me.same love,same interest,same mindset.haha~my inbox is spammed by her smses.my received files is spammed by gifs and lotsa of unseen pictures that are not posted in cefc.totally loving her much*

i want to get my hands on the changmin's shirt!banana~

moo out.

2009-03-04T20:31:00.003+08:00

thanks all for the birthday wishes!~be it old friends or new ones!

i had the luck of having 3 birthdays cakes this year.courtesy of family,girlfriends and my dear ziee.so for now,no more chocolate cakes.i will puke if i eat it within this month.

attachment practically sucks.sucks.haha.i was complaining to every human being alive.from my mum to babe to amal to girlfriends.to everyone.haha.cuz it really sucks.i can sit and stare into space for 4 hours without doing anything.i only do one small experiment a day and after that,im left to die on my own.
today's victim of complain was alicia.haha.we could have been attachment buddies.haiz.oh well.i should really get over this matter.haha.

on the sadder side,babe is not in sg.she already flew off to ireland.i did managed to catch her online just now.we skyped!so exciting~she finally got her bedsheets.on monday,we went to send her and jean off.before that,we celebrated mine and babe's birthday.we stayed on till 10 before saying adious to them.im glad they reached there safely in one piece.

i was in school yesterday and managed to lunch with huifen and steph.that lazy boy jiahui too focused on his research and forgo joining us.time went passed faster yesterday since half of the day was spent in school.after work,i went to doctor (i never felt so guilty in my entire life before!thanks to my sis!) before going out for dinner with my family.

i blew the candles off my cake just before 12midnite and i totally blacked out after that.

work is not tiring.it's the journey that's tiring.

oh ya!going to see xiaozhu on friday with ziee!

cant wait for friday~skype!weekends~sleep!

side note:my wisdom tooth is growing again.this time its on the left side.the pain can kill me la.

2009-03-02T00:03:00.004+08:00

attachment is tomorrow.and im not asleep yet.feeling nervous yet excited and definitely having the fear of losing my way tomorrow.i haven written my introductory letter yet.shucks.

on the bright side,its JAS's birthday.HAPPY birthday,woman!=)

yesterday,i went out for a mini pre-celebration with jas and ziee since my birthday and jas birthday is like a day apart.we were having so much fangirl moments.from fahrenheit to she to dbsk to CE.haha.love being around these ppl who totally understand my fangirl feelings.ziee was being extra nice and bought the 2 of us chocolate cakes which i ate it in the afternoon just now.haha.
cant wait for 29 march.

i know i shouldnt be saying it to jinx it.but if chun is NOT going,i would NOT go for the autograph session.well,ziee said the same thing since the whole point of going is just to see chun.i am a biased fan.

i was just smsing cherie in the afternoon and i was just telling her about this.she was thinking the same thing as me.i was confiding in her about chun's condition.the heartpain felt by an overzealous fan like us.

a dramatic fan speaking now.i can cry looking at him like this ok.please please get well soon.

chun-lun.chun-dong.ziee,im loving arron for being such a sweetheart to chun.

look at this guy.still can joke around after getting injured.smexy chun~

such a trooper.im so proud of him.

i wish i got that kind of determination in me.

2009-03-01T01:52:00.002+08:00

im worried.im worried.im worried.

why must u be such a fighter?why force yourself to hold the pain?

i dont want u to be a superman.

i did cry a little.i hate this feeling of not knowing your condition right now.

im being quite dramatic now.i dont care.

sleepless night again.

2009-02-24T16:26:00.000+08:00

FUCKING NO MOOD.

I HATE IT AS TO WHY IM ALWAYS SO DARN UNLUCKY.FUCK LA.

2009-02-22T18:21:00.005+08:00

im really exhausted.sore shoulders.headache.

i had 2 hours of sleep the day before and left house at 5.30 in the morning.practically out the whole day.

i managed to study a bit of material science yest while waiting.hopefully the paper is not that difficult.my head is about to explode.

out of 5 wants,i got 3 of what i wanted=) except the regret is still there with george.haiz.

one more thing.ella~
she's the most beautiful woman i ever seen and the only one that get me dumbfounded.electrifying just like chun.

credits:as watermarked.

wow.

all i need now is for 2mrw's paper to be over and done with so i can have a good sleep before polymer science.

29 March~waiting.

2009-02-10T23:49:00.002+08:00

5 things i want right now:

1)Good Grades for upcoming Exams.

2)Good attachment in a company related to the shits im studying right now.

3)For NTUC Media to send my cheque ASAP.

4)To see GEORGE HU and SHElla next week without having the guilt of skipping studying

5)To be that LUCKY girl.

i cant wait for exams to be over and done with.i cant wait for attachment to say bye bye.i can so wait for the new term to start.YEAR 3~time passed that fast.

hope babe is feeling better.

2009-02-04T20:27:00.003+08:00

CITY ALIVE 'O9

tests.exams.attachment.

wish me luck=))

2009-01-30T23:21:00.002+08:00

CNY 09-Reunion dinner with loved classmates=))

lappy finally back to me.=))

nites.

2009-01-29T00:34:00.002+08:00

babe complained my blog was rotting.it's not my fault.thanks to the acer service centre who is so efficient.from a promise of a week repair to an additional 3 weeks with an excuse of no stock??im so gonna scold the shit out of the ppl.and now im lappy-less.i have to use my bro's lappy.sad story.

CNY was the best.not only there are so much good tv programmes esp those with fahrenheit in it,i get to eat lots and lots of great food like my much loved loveletters and cashew nuts!!yum yum.babe's grandma makes the best.even though i dun celebrate it,i still get angbao courtesy of babe's and jiahui's mamas.hehe.the joy of having chinese friends=))

and STEAMBOAT for 2 days in a row.yes,i know FAT.but once in a blue moon.woohoo.

the best of all was gathering with loved friends.pictures will be uploaded into facebook if u are so curious to look at them by our dear jennifer.

cant wait for SATURDAY!thanks to incessant nagging of babe,i finally decided to go for CITY ALIVE.plus her mum booked a hotel room.man,its gonna get high that night.i shall bring a nose peg since its gonna smell of drunk ppl vommits.LOL.

its time to enjoy 1st before exams and attachment=((

u wont see me blogging anymore till my laptop come back from the damn centre.

2009-01-11T16:49:00.002+08:00

my first post of the new year and im sick.great way of starting the year,huh.

i hate being sick.now that i've gotten well from the growing wisdom tooth,the flu bug decides to attack me.damn sucky.

my laptop is waging a war against me as well.first,it was my battery that went dead.then,it was my adaptor who decides to go hell as well.and now my whole laptop has crashed.totally great.i have my material science report in there.it was bad enough that i forgot to bring it on fri and now i've to redo everything again so i can hand up 2mrw.thank god for my bro's laptop.hopefully he will be mr nice guy and send my laptop for repair 2mrw since i wont be free to go down till wed.

nevertheless,my mood was lifted up by my 2 dearest besties yest.we hanged till 11 plus.and i saw amal's bf for the 1st time.lols.the day was supposed to start with our last-minute decision that took 3 hours to plan and yet did not work out that well due to a stupid lighter that me and amal couldnt light to suprise jannah at her house.haha.well,at least she was surprised just a little.im still upset that we didnt get her the balloon that i envisioned in my thoughts.

we went to town to go shopping!those girls had a blast since i was the one paying for the stuff they wanted.it's a great way to get ppl birthday gifts without having much to think about.i did myself a favour and bought 3 tees from mooks.happiness beams*it's been a long time since i shopped.it's great to have money.and now im partially broke.not fully yet.

i will be by the end of next week as 2/7 is having a chalet on the weekends.i missed my old friends=( hopefully by then,i will not be sick anymore so that i will be able to enjoy the chalet to the max.wooh!

pictures will be uploaded as soon as my laptop is serviced.

get well soon dinah.

2008-12-22T21:39:00.007+08:00

19 december is the best day ever.i countdown-ed to this date for several months and now i wish to go back to that day and that exact moments.
i never regretted spending that much money.it was the best thing i ever spent on.

it was my first concert.and no other concert gonna beat that.they sang live great.they definitely improved a lot.plus of cuz they are mighty hot as usual.another plus was i made new friends there through coincidence or purely on the basis of loving them.getting high with ziee and ppl i just met.awesome!the last moment of the concert is still fresh in my mind.a group of us was at the corner of the front and we just ran past the security barrier and stood right in front of the stage.woohoo.i can never stop getting high.

3 hours went by just like that and i thought it was only two hours.

me and ziee were so popular that day until people from okto and straits times came to interview us.since we were different.different is good.

edit:
one clear photo i snapped using ziee's camera when i was super near to them=)))

i dun wan to share the rest.i want to bask in my own happiness reminiscing the sweet sweet memories.=))

ZIE,you know i love u so much!!thanks thanks thanks=))

thanks aunt for sending me home=)

anyway,it's amal 18 birthday yest!happy birthday darl!finally u r older now.i promise i fork out the time for our twillight date soon!=)

and lengheng's bdae is on 24th.dont have to wish him here.since i made an effort to take a day off on that day to attend his bdae celebration.he better thank me=))

i totally pulled a hamstring on my left leg.im a walking disaster.

out.

2008-12-05T23:44:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAMA!doesnt the cake look delicious?it is made by my sis's friend's mum.what a mouthful.chocolate.babe's oh so favourite flavour.yumyum.mama is so happy tonight.kept kissing everyone around.she definitely love the present we bought her.thanks girls for helping me pick it out.love you girls!

and finally finally MST is over and done with.

my december holidays are practically packed.im working with nuabs again.i told my uncle that i couldnt work at action city.the working hours are so long and the working days are fixed.

2 days of holidays go to ntuc media.1 day for fahrenheit concert.and the rest go to working.

although its going to be tiring,i can imagine myself smiling with the money in my bank.lols.

third album is on the way.they look mighty hot!

2 more weeks.

2008-11-28T20:43:00.003+08:00

time passed damn quickly.next week,its mst.it felt like school just reopened yesterday.everything has been passing so fast.gosh~

last weekend was burned by babe.she dragged to music monster festival and imm.gah.but it's all nice seeing aoquan and xiaojie again.ar xiaojie xiaojie.smiles*

anyway,back to the schoolmode,i got 6 papers and i've yet..let me repeat...i've yet STARTED on any of the modules yet.faints*thinking of mst kills me.thinking about reports/datasheets kills me.thinking about all those casestudy kills me.

im even thinking of not working anymore during the holidays.i will die an unnatural death if i do,im telling u.

look at this amount of crap due after the holidays:damn you lecturers.
ENVIRONMENTAL STUDIES A REPORT
MATERIAL SCIENCE REPORT
BASIC INSTRUMENTS REPORT

PI DATASHEET
PLASTICS MATERIAL ADDITIVES DATASHEET
MATERIAL SCI DATASHEET

POLYMER SCI CASESTUDY
ENVIRONMENTAL STUDIES A CASESTUDY
MATERIAL SCI CASESTUDY
PLASTIC MATERIALS ADDITIVES CASESTUDY

imagine the funness im gonna haf doing all this junks.

swarmed swarmed swarmed.study study study.faint faint faint.

i want 19dec to come quickly.

leng heng makes me smile today=))lols.

2008-11-20T22:26:00.003+08:00

went to watch Madagascar 2 with some classmates of mine: jh,charles,linkeong,heng,bernard,ivan,boonkiat and babe.wow that's a mouthful.it was a quite a nice movie.lols.and something made it even more special.winks to babe*haha.next movie on the list is YES MAN with them.oooohhh~

i dunno why i can't stop getting high for these past few days.gosh~

anyway,back to reality.mst is in 2 weeks and i've yet started on any revision yet.crapz.plus those lecturers are pure madness.3 casestudies,3 formal reports, many many datasheets..yada yada yada...
i hate semester 2.6 modules,6 practicals..and loads of crapz.

i cant wait for a month to pass.~~

look at this and spot my board=P

i missed these guys=(

2008-11-19T22:58:00.002+08:00

oh god!!THANKS JAS!love love love u muchs!

i should have went nearer though.what the heck.i got the attention of the 3 most gorgeous guys i love.i still got those massive butterflies in my stomach.

that last pic.still in a state of denial.

can life get any better.

2008-11-18T22:48:00.003+08:00

yesterday was the highlight of my teenage life.on sunday night,i dreamt that i went on stage and hugged them.and it did came true except the hugging part.haha.shy=p

i was in charge of holding both the boards,i was the
crazy one waving the board like pure madness.chun waved to me twice and pouted once to me=)oh god.at that point of time,i was blushing hard.i was feeling hot and cold at the same time.
so i continued waving the board for that one hour.jas caught chun stealing glances at it a couple of times.haha.i was attracting too much attention to the board.

there was a part when they were playing games.the fans were supposed
to say the word in english.and fahrenheit supposed to guess the word in
chinese.its like charades.so there was this point of time when calvin
was playing the game.then the fans gave clues that the word had
something to do with SHE and its four lettered.so being a noob,i
shouted ELLA and the whole room turned trying to see the culprit.according to the ce.cn fans,they said chun just looked shy and smiled it off.haha.val said it was quite obvious i was the one.haha.

so there was the next part which was Q&A.and yet again i was waving
the board like madness trying to get their attention.and yeah i got
picked by the host.i carried the board to the stage and instantly all
knew i was a ce fan.i came up on stage and ask chun the one question
that got calvin and arron dumbfounded and smiling away.

i asked "SO WHEN'S YOUR NEXT COLLABORATION WITH ELLA?"

he took a while to answer and said "ITS UP TO THE COMPANY.I KNOW U WANT HANA KIMI 2 RIGHT??"
everyone screamed upon hearing hana kimi 2.so i shaked their hands and
went down the stage.i had a feeling he knew i was the one who shouted
ELLA.lols.

haha.high profile is good.im pretty sure i've made an impression.yay!

thanks ziee and jas for going with me and taking me to the private event.love u girls.see u soon during the concert!!

ziee is off to her prom.so i have to wait for pics to come in from her side.in the meantime,just a teaser courtesy of ziee!eekk!

~NO STEALING~dontstealdontstealdontsteal

im a happy happy happy girl=)

2008-11-09T21:52:00.004+08:00

today was awesomely filled of fun=)

went out with the girlfriends to celebrate 2 nov babies(sweet huifen and adorable jeanette).met up with dajie first before meeting reena at khatib who super late=p

went to dhoby exchange to do the final touches on both the gifts.after which went to fish&co to meet up with huifen and steph.all of us ordered fish and chips except for dajie who always love to be the extra one.afterwhich,we took many many many pictures courtesy of reena's and steph's camera.sat around a while and waited for the staff to give our babies the birthday bash.it was way way way way funny.they had to stand on the chair with the lighted firestick??? and the staff gave them a loud birthday song.big big embarassment!but it was fun though to watch them!

i will upload the rest if im not lazy=)

hope this 2 babies love the presents we made with much much effort!plus the accessories steph chose for them=)

oh ya,2mrw is jeanette's bdae!HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARL!u will always be the baby of the group.and yay to the newly bought matching shoes!we are shoes buddies now!

2008-11-07T23:22:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUIFEN!stay sweet always!invite me to ur wedding soon!

2008-10-30T00:03:00.003+08:00

hsm3 was awesome.it's now or never.TROY~~~and now i could hardly breathe...oh..you can do if you know that i believe...and that's all i really need...so come on make me strong..it's time to turn it up,game on!
went to watch with amal,sis and kak farz.i loved the movie esp the troy's dad came on.lols.the highlight of the movie!and timun was seating behind amal.lols to that.

2mrw going gym.weee~~

ps.MY EYECANDY IS THE CUTEST OF THEM ALL!!!sharp nose not handsome or cool.

a teaser for amalina.next movie on our list:TWILLIGHT!

SLURPS.sean faris more gorgeous though.im missing never back down.

2008-10-25T21:33:00.006+08:00

2 weeks of school just passed like that.school work and stress is building up slowly.man,school is gonna get tougher.im so not looking forward to that.

it has become a habit of mine and babe to go out at least a day together everyweek.it's like a reward to us after a whole week of crap.lols.next week,we'll probably hit the gym again if she's feeling better.
this time,im determined to remove all the excess fats hanging on my body.i hate to see how notfat i was last time and seeing the 5kg of fats i've gained on my body.wait for the results.theres still napfa test next year.the horror of that.

hsm3 with amal and sis next wed after ITP seminar.that ting ting better not talk a lot of crap during the postseminar.

i was bored.so i was going through photobucket.pb is great now!they got this edit function and i was playing around it.i got a jb theme.cool man.

to the fun part!

whos going to be NICOLE RICHIE'S next BFF?

its one sexy girl.

zac efron is no longer with vanessa.reports says that vanessa is dating a hotter guy*coughs girl.

this is so fun!to end this post.i let u people see my hot body.dont blink ya.are you prepared?get some tissues just in case u get a nosebleed.

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gosh.im sexy.those americans better wise up and vote for obama or i beat them up with my hugely developed muscles.going to gym does work.haha.

bye!

2008-10-16T20:51:00.002+08:00

butterfly lovers were awesome just now.if anyone wants to watch it,i can gladly watch it again.lols.there goes 2 days of holidays for me.starting next week,im gonna be dead meat.the modules seem difficult and the lecturers seems like...no comment.

i dunno if i should tutor my mom's friend's child for n level.i seem to have forgotten everything i learnt in sec school.

anyway,my uncle is asking me if i want to work at action city during dec.maybe i should ask him if he can hire babe too.den we can work during the christmas season.

and yay!me and my mum are going to watch "oh baby" on monday.so im going to rush rush to cwp after practical.

im hating school alr.

2008-10-15T23:09:00.002+08:00

im watching this 2mrw!cant wait cant wait!chun gonna strip in one scene.instant nosebleed.*reminds myself to bring tissue.

and i did go to gym today for 2 hrs.i did.it was a great workout.its gonna be a weekly rountine!fats BE GONE!

met a person whom i did not want to see.

on a heavier note,i was sad that i wasnt able to fly myself to bugis to see chun today.super sian la.sian sian sian.

at least i burned about 500 calories today.

2008-10-14T22:03:00.002+08:00

2 days of school has passed.and guess what.i dont have school 2mrw and on thursday.awesome right?

2mrw going gym with babe.woah.

fats be gone!

2008-10-11T00:57:00.004+08:00

yesterday was a long day.i went visiting with my sec sch friends.initially i was hesitant to go but ya,i went finally.we went visiting from 11am to late 11pm la.it was nice talking to people i never actually really talk to in school last time.they are a funny bunch of ppl i guess.i catch up with WAHIDAH and HEEDAY on old times.it's been ages since i talk to them.

pictures arent in yet.waiting for camerappl to upload/send.

and i finally curl my hair.but not the style i wanted.haiz.so sad.whatever i wanted is temporary curls which can only last for a month or so.i need permanent curls.so i got ceramic perms.

i have a big lionhead now.i hope the hair stylist didnt lie to me about the aftereffects.dont believe me?u see it for urself.=)

upsetting man.words of comfort ppl please?

maybe its a sign to be botak sey.

on the bright side,news is spreading that joe jonas broke up with ugly taylor.it better be true.muahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha~

2008-10-08T00:04:00.002+08:00

wow.i left this blog rotting for a long time.

i was kinda of lazy and busy.

i know im not too late but selamat hari raya to all my friends who are celebrating it.

and thanks to those who came to my house yesterday:
besties.babe.steph.linkeong.dajie.lengheng.kenn.derek.

ok.school is starting in less than a week.im so lazy.

ok dats all for now.

2008-09-04T23:37:00.002+08:00

hi hi hi!

so yesterday,i went for a job interview.and i got it.hooray!

the interview took 1 hour.reene(my new incharge) kept talking and teaching how to deal with customers and about the products yada yada yada..it's alright that she talk for 1 hour but the thing was we were at macdonalds.so i was trying to control myself with the heavy smell of freshly salted fries.gosh.anyways,she was a nice person.from that one hour,i felt that i learnt quite a lot from her.she was helping me to challenge myself and target myself to meet a minimum amount to sell.

so i found myself a good(hopefully) part time job.im only working during the weekends.the pay is alright and i get commission.man,im gonna get rich with the commission since one pair of the sandals(yes im selling sandals) cost around 96 bucks.i hope i can stay with this job till school starts since its only the weekends.

after the interview,i found myself walking aimlessly around far east plaza alone while waiting for amal to finish her interview.after walking rounds,i bumped into primary school friends of mine so i stayed to chat with them a while before meeting amal at amk.

amal was gossiping about people when she was fasting.i wasnt gossiping.she was.though it was quite interesting to know certain things.we went to cck a while.went to library to read magazines.i was happily reading about celebrities while amal was reading about pakistan??and i wonder why.oh ya,that bangla.come on jannah,high five with me on this.

ok enough story about yesterday.

anyway,i've been jonas-ing these few days.kill me someone please.i can't help it really.it all started with camp rock and how joe was singing that song to that lucky demi.he was awww...so gorgeous.disney channel being a good friend of mine are playing jonas living the dream every day at 7.20pm.this kicks the addiction level higher.then there was another best friend of mine,mtv who played their ny concert yesterday night.not only that,they went to trl for past 2 days.so literally,its not my fault if im suddenly finding myself falling in love with joe,you see.ok i shall stop it.maybe not just yet=)

on the other note,i have preordered my fahrenheit concert tickets!cheer with me!it's one of the events im really looking forward to!gosh!2 hours of fahrenheit wowing!

i will stop my madness right now and continue it in my dreams.

did i mention that i dreamt about both jonasbros and fahrenheit yesterday in one dream?they were so hot real life.

i must be getting crazy.

2008-09-03T00:04:00.002+08:00

wow.it's been quite a while since i left this blog rotting here.

anyway,im back!examfree and schoolfree this time.

im so freaking bored at home.im practically wasting my time away by sleeping,watching tv and yada yada.yes,i have no life.i remembered the time when i was having my exam period and how i wished holidays will come earlier so i can slack.now im slacking and bored.

anyway,my top priority right now is finding a stable part time job which i hope i can continue after the new semester starts.i've got an interview 2mrw.i pray hard i will get it.god,im pathetic.nevertheless,thanks for all the luck from my friends esp joy.

oh ya,i've preordered my fahrenheit tickets.hopefully i can get good seats for good view.the date's set on 19 december.i have to mark my calender for that.

it's the fasting month and it's time to lose those excess kilos gained.and napfa next year.the horror of that.i better get my butt of the couch and start doing some running to build up my weak stamina.all i need is determination which is totally lacking in me.

looking forward to getting a real job and some cash in my pocket.

ok that's all.i need to change this blogskin soon for those who are using IE and kept complaining they cant see my tagboard.

HAPPY FASTING TO THOSE MUSLIMS OUT THERE!

and

HAPPY HOLIDAYING TO THOSE POLYKIDS.

2008-08-30T01:55:00.001+08:00

EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER!!

weee~~

ok off to bed now.2mrw got wsc thing.darn it.i haf to wake up early.

hopefully i get a job soon from all those i applied.if not,truly crapz.

bye all.

2008-07-27T14:32:00.001+08:00

WILL BE BACK AFTER EXAMS.=)

2008-07-15T22:48:00.004+08:00

stupid charles wong!he said i was a weirdo in skirts.anyway,he's the weirdo who took my pictures without permission!and love vibrating his legs so much.

lols.i think i look okay lor.i swear i will abolish his gay group one day=)muahahaha!

2mrw is going to be a long day.a long long day.im being a good girl by accompanying babe to nyaa briefing and her interview 2mrw.

stephanie's big 19th birthday is coming soon.i cant wait to hang out with the girlfriends again.its going to be truckloads of fun and yummy sushi=)

will update very very soon.

qaas is driving me nuts with all the numbers pressed in the calculator.

2008-07-10T21:45:00.003+08:00

i've got stupid gastric pains again=(

anyway,i was movie-marathoning for the past 2 days.awesome shit.

on tuesday,i met up with amal to watch never back down at lido.it was such a weird weird experience.i've never watched at places like that before.main point is the movie is totally awesome!awesome awesome!i was totally going gaga and more gaga over sean faris.and i wanted to tear so badly when that bitch kissed him.and one thing i learnt is amal makes weird ssssss sounds when she get turned on.lols.and yes,amal,his body is obviously a wonderland.but im a nice girl.i wont fight for him for sean faris is mine.awesome shit.

den yesterday,i went to watch hancock at the cathay with the 3 gayboys namely charles,jiahui and linkeong.and i give that movie 5 stars out of 5 stars.when we got into the theater,charles suddenly reminded us of the time our class went to watch funny games.bad bad memories.lols.before the movie,we went to eat at ljs.we all ate the return of peg legs.lucky for us,it was the last day they are offering it.awesome time spending the afternoon with them.and STOP SINGING THAT SONG TO BUG ME.utterly disgusted.

i realised i mentioned awesome a tad too many in my post.oh what the heck.

i want to watch dark knight next week.anyone want to date me out?!

JANNAH,I MISSED YOU.STILL WAITING FOR YOUR FREE TIME LA!QUICK DATE ME OUT.

2008-07-08T01:08:00.006+08:00

its been a long time since i update my blog.

school's tiring as usual.i received my mst results for most of my papers last week and my spm paper just now.well,generally i think i did quite well and met my expectation sumhow.well,i got to gear up for semestral exam which is in 5 weeks time.crapz.i need to hit a gpa of 3.5 and above to enter a local uni which is quite impossible for me to get unless i evolved into a kiasu and hardworking freak which is not gonna happen as this lazy character of mine is here to stay.

i cant wait to watch NEVER BACK DOWN tomorrow with amal.awesome stuff.

pictures..

DAJIE'S birthday celebration=)

failed attempt of being gui.

family day with wsc=)

sushi tei should pay me for promoting them.

alrite.time to go to sleep now.

reply to tags:
mandy:if i dont even remember u,i should slap myself double hard.anyway,i have linked u!see u around=)
jinhong:see!i update le.i know u stalking me.lols.
shimin:like finally!told u my blog is in tiptop condition given the owner is me!

2008-06-29T21:57:00.005+08:00

man,im so dead tired right now.my body is so sore right now.i got butt cramps and arm cramps.

wsc helped out at the national family day at ecp yesterday.it was hopelessly tiring.i stood the whole day without sitting.plus the people in charge arent that great of character.well bottomline is they suck.i pity jinhong,that blur sotong so much.me and reena tend a "ring" games stall.how do u play it?just throw the rings into any 3 sticks.lame right?it was actually kinda stupid game and yet people were queuing up for it.there was so many cute kids.and yes cute cuz they dun go around crying and shouting.lols.and there was these people who kept coming back to our stall so they can get a stamp.how kiasu can they get.
well after the whole event,wsc members took pictures.i missed those campers.and yes,they are ever so adorable.lols.cant wait for the pictures.and i took so much vouchers.lols.ANYONE WANT SUSHI TEI'S/GLORIA'S JEAN VOUCHERS?i got a whole stack of them,thanks to linkeong.lols.

today was awesome!huifen,jean,steph and babe came over to my house in the morning to complete dajie's gift.we made her a nice big collage.we even handmade"photoshopped" her face with wu chun.jealous!lols.haha.there was like 3 wu chun faces on the board itself.and there's chunella kissing on my message card.lols.
so me and reena was supposed to drag the time longer so the other 3 girlies can get into swensens.but it was a sweet surprise for her.i can really tell from her face she loved it to the max.she wont even put down the board for a second.lols.eating at swensens is totally satisfying.plus those vouchers that steph took kiasuly was all worth it.haha.after the swensens celebration,we took pictures at some place near civic centre.ghost-ing,jumping and twisting like noone's business.i love these girls!i love being with them.cant wait for more outings.me and babe need a karaoke badly.i want to sing to farenheit and bang bang tang's songs!haha.

pictures will soon be uploaded.

gah.i really need a full body massage=(

what a long long weekend.i dont want to go to school.next holiday is national day.

oh ya!THANKS SIS FOR BUYING THE PRINTER!=)its so much more convenient for me and i dont have to bother babe to print for me or go to school to print.

yes.im a happy happy fat girl=)

2008-06-28T01:16:00.003+08:00

Happy birthday,DAJIE!i love love love u always.and of course wu chun loves u too.may our LOVE for him burns forever=)

MST is finally over.actually,i should be hooray-ing right now and have my well deserved weekend rest.i can only rest after tomorrow.the club people are helping out at the national family day at ECP tomorrow.haf to wake up early sians.

i got to know something from shi min.and now i cant sleep.so ANGRY ANGRY ANGRY!congrats to those who got the BIG hints from him,ya.

im slapping myself in the face.i knew how to do the question but i forgot to minus another 2mm.haiz.

school is dumb to have mst after holidays.first we cant rest after mst.den we have to go school per normal and receive our results.craps.i tink they tink we are bionic people.

how i wish i was born in those olden days.i dont have to face with all these stupid things.life was simpler back then.=(

2008-06-21T00:29:00.005+08:00

MST is in 3 days time.i haven't really fully prepare myself yet.shucks~

i have been mugging at the library with babe for the past few days.i only managed to study QAS and engineering maths only.we are lucky to meet reena's friends there so we can always get seats.=)
i really cannot study at home.sian.i stayed at home today and i didnt even touch a single note or solve a single question.im really utterly disappointed in my attitude.lols.not really actually.im just being lazy as usual.and i always think last min revision still work wonders for me.

have u got the news?i bet u did.my portugal lost to germany AGAIN!i was hoping that they had the drive to win and beat germany since they lost to them during the world cup.oh well.

on the bright side,hot shot is going to be shown next month!though the period is nearing my semestral exam but what the heck..i will still diligently wait for it every week and watch it online.there are 4 hot guys and im not so stupid to miss it for the world!

somehow,i cant wait for graduation.i think i cant wait for my girlfriends' planned trip together,not really the graduating part.lols.well,that's in 1 and a half year time.

i want to get this mst over and done with.i want to watch lots of movies after mst.

movies on my wanted list
never back down(god,sean faris is so hot!)
dont mess with zohan!
get smart!
and hancock!

all this after mst.=)

2008-06-14T00:16:00.008+08:00

yesterday was totally AWESOME!!

im loving babe so much right now.cuz she made it possible for me to see them.oh ya,and big thanks to our answered prayers.

i met babe at clarke quay at 10 plus.we joined the fc's queue which is quite unnecessary as lunar formed another queue at the entrance.pity those who waited overnight.i think our luck seriously played a big part in this.if babe didnt went to the toilet,we wouldnt have seen the queue and i wouldnt have kpo-ed to see what they were queuing for.

we were one of the 1st to get inside and we managed to stand right in front at the corner.babe took quite a few pics before the event started.the event started late one hour late.i was already quite impatient.den BANG BANG TANG CAME OUT!!

for those who really know me knows that i can get hysterical and screams like noone's business.i was shouting and screaming.i dont need those loud hailers like how those noisy hongkies need.i kept shouting for AOQUAN but he was too shy.lols.i shouted for XIAOYU for babe and he smiled at us!i was randomly moving the dvd and the fan in the air and WEILIAN waved to me.lols.the best part was when they were coming down the stage to rest before the autograph session,the noise level went down a bit.so i screamed for XIAOJIE and he turned to wave and smiled at us.

and guess what?!!!I WAS THE FIRST TO WENT UP ON STAGE FOR THEIR AUTOGRAPHS!yes u read it right!I WAS THE FIRST!gosh!it was my 1st autograph session so i asked xiaojie if i could shake his hand.HIS GENTLE VOICE REPLIED,"KE YI AH."my heart totally melted at that point of time.when it came to AOQUAN,i looked at him and told him WO AI NI.lols.and weilian is super friendly!oh my god!he said hello and i told him he must jiayou.oh ya,ANDY GE is super nice too.we shouted his name and he posed a peace sign to us.lols.

my only regret is not giving aoquan my letter personally.haiz.but its all good!given all the luck i got compared to other fans.i get to shake all of their hands and be the 1st to shake their hands too.
although im tired from all this,it was all worth it!

i kinda embarrassed myself so many times during this event as usual.i was the only fan who shouted to the camera from channel V "I LOVE AOQUAN!".i seriously hope they wouldnt broadcast it.and stomp! interviewed me and babe.more embarassing!and i was the first to came out from lunar with both hands full of their autograph stuffs as i was holding onto babe's one too cuz she was passing our letters to one of the fc ppl.and all those fans outside was staring at me with green eyes.it was so awkward with everyone staring at me like that.
told i embarrassed myself so many times!

pics taken from my handphone and those super clear ones come from babe's blog.

shots of AOQUAN!

goodie bag!i love all the items!

my autographed stuff!

I LOVE MY LUCKY BABE!

thanks babe for doing all this crazy things with me!i love u till death do us part.lols.

2008-06-12T00:26:00.002+08:00

i met up with my 27 peeps today.awesome!our initial plan was to eat steamboat,but ended up we went to seoul garden and eat.i ate too much till i feel like puking.

i seriously cant wait for 2mrw sey!my AOQUAN!AOQUAN!AOQUAN!

nothing's gonna bring my mood down!wee~~

oh ya,btw!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY,JOY!have a fun celebration in escape tomorrow.i cant wait to meet up with u next week!i love u always,my dear sis!

and HAPPY BIRTHDAY,HUIYIN!may u constantly be high and crappy.i missed being loveydovey with u!have fun on ur birthday!

phew..so many birthdays on one day.lols.

i cant wait to blog abt my boyfriend tomorrow!wee~~

2008-06-10T21:20:00.005+08:00

IM SO FREAKING HAPPY!

COUNTING DOWN TO THURSDAY!

THANKS BABE!AND THANKS MOUTHY!

when it seems all hope has gone,never give up.cuz u never know if things start to turn around.

weeeee~

2008-06-09T00:23:00.004+08:00

xiaogui!the love of my life.

im super praying right now that jiahui's sister/cousin will sell us the tickets.

im so rotting at home.im waking up late everyday.im watching tv everyday.im playing the internet everynight.gosh~

one good thing is i've finished my asc report!and im finishing my nanomat report soon!babe still haven't send me the qas yet.im still waiting for her.maybe she goo goo ga ga at her gucci too much until she forgotten about sending it to me.lols.

please people dont date me out on the third week.cuz i will be busy burying myself in notes.im still slacking on the sofa.

i've got PTN on tues.not really looking forward to eating that much.argh!FAT!hopefully the weird weird people in my class can bond together.im one of the weirds too.

what i'm really looking forward to is WEDNESDAY and THURSDAY.

i cant wait to meet up with 27 peeps on wednesday!it's been 2 long months.wow!

and i'm going to see bang bang tang on thursday.hopefully i've got all the luck in the world right in my hands these few days.plus im going to surprise someone since it's a certain someone's birthday.

i seriously dunno how to react to what he said to me.i really dunno.what am i supposed to say?the feeling of awkwardness is on a high scale right now.shit la.i don't want this feeling.go away.go away go away!!crapz.im really on the fence right now.damn it la.

im hating this feeling.sheesh~

2008-06-07T18:27:00.002+08:00

one week of holiday passed just like that.till dated,i haven't completed my reports and my assignments.plus i havent even started on my revision yet.crapz.

maybe the whole getting the tickets to see bbt is getting to my head.

anyway,one good news for all simple plan or panicatthedisco fans!these 2 bands are going to perform in SingFEST!obviously the crazy fan,me will be going with my babe.its one of the most anticipated events in my calender!

i have to start saving money for HSM on ice and singFEST and my Fahrenheit concert.

till then.

2008-06-02T01:07:00.008+08:00

holidays are here and yet im not really glad about it.i got 2 formal reports to do,maths pbl and qaas casestudy to be completed,blueprint which is still left undone and the most important of them all is my revision for MST.i got 5 papers for MST and im still in a lala land.stress is definitely building up in me.

hopefully i can finish up my reports and the assignments by the end of this week.so i got 2 weeks to revise.it's like a race against time.year 2 aint that easy.and i cant imagine how year 3 is going to be like with FYPs and all.

i have become Young Modulus.Stress is putting a Strain over my mind.

putting the studies aside,being with my girls really lift my spirits up and eliminate the stress from my big head.i think it takes a separation to cherish whatever you have in your hands.anyways,we went to cwp for gelare!we love to eat eat eat!and of cuz take pictures pictures pictures!it's as if we are the only one in the shop.who really do care as long as we are having fun.after which,we went to mac to eat fries.eat eat eat again!and again take pictures pictures pictures again.it was a ball of funness being with them!being with these people really warmed my heart.im looking forward to the brownie baking at steph's house.hopefully,she took her medicine before we go there.im scared she will go all mad again.and our HSM on ICE!weee~~

i had my share of laughter in school as well.i have been hanging out with chilli padi,shi min and hwee ying,not forgetting babe.and yes,shi min i cant go HIGH PITCH but one thing,DAVID COOK won!haha..i know there's no link there.chilli padi is really fiery with her small size.her character is really about the same as me.

school is tiring and stressful but with friends and my eyecandies,everything is A-OKAY!

pictures from FRIDAY with my girls.

GELARE~

dajie really love eating.jean really love drinking.i really love to be shy.lols.

after numerous attempts.finally a good take.

MAC~

chunnie's tou hao fanz!chunnie does this pose more nicer.lols.

IC aka french fries girls.

someone just slap us.hahaha.

random.

we are shy people.NOT.

huifen and steph with their ohsoadorable face.

told u steph is crazy.

babe hates herself thats why she leave herself out.lols.

i love all of us.

there are too many pictures.lazy to upload all.

got to start doing my assignments and revision tomorrow.
and probably go to hospital to visit my granddad with my mum. hopefully he will get well soon.

oh ya,thanks abang for the shirt.it's really nice la!

time to sleep.its 2am now.nites all.

2008-05-28T21:02:00.003+08:00

today,polymer students were supposed to go for a trade fair at expo.but only a small group of us went since many were lazy to wear formal attire.as for me,i just wore a trashbag as a formal wear.haha.well,it does look like a trashbag according to bernard.from bernard,the word was passed to many.haha.so embarrassing.oh well,i love the material.stupid rambutan,call me trashbag at the trade fair so loudly.and dat ivan!keep calling my name but pretends that he din call after i turned to him.wth.lols.

the trade fair was kind of an eye opener.all along i have only seen the old injection moulding machine in school.seeing those hi tech ones and those sleek designs ones are so awesome.i want to be in a japanese/german companies.oh maybe the austrian ones.no no C ones for me.i cant work with these people.they are the worst kind,seriously.

after the trade fair,reena and i went to changi airport.we walked a while at the airport doing stupid things and talking lame shit..lols..we then took 858 home.i slept for the whole trip since im going from one end to another.im so bumped out.its such a long trip home.

the good thing is i saw one of my mr hotties in the lrt!hahahahaha..

2 more days to holidays!wee~

oh ya,bbt coming to sg..reena is definitely dragging me there!i want to see my OW~dog too.yesterday mfbbt was utmost hilarious.the love me sexy was the best!

ok done.trashbag out and gone in the dumpster.

im really addicted to my latest blog song thanks to mfbbt.

Staring out at the rain with a heavy heart
It's the end of the world in my mind
Then your voice pulls me back
Like a wake-up call

I've been looking for the answer
Somewhere
I couldn't see that it was right there
But now I know, what I didn't know

[Chorus]
Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself
When nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky

It's all right, I survived, I'm alive again
Cause of you, made it through every storm
What is life, what's the use
If you're killing time

I'm so glad I found an angel
Someone who was there when all my hopes fell
I wanna fly, looking in your eyes

[Chorus]
Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself
When nobody else can help
Because you live, girl (you live)
My world (my world) has twice as many stars in the sky

Because you live, I live

Because you live, there's a reason why
I carry on when I lose the fight
I want to give what you've given me
Always

[Chorus]
Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself
When nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world (my world) has twice as many stars in the sky

Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself
When nobody else can help
Because you live, girl (because you live)
My world has everything I need to survive
Because you live, I live, I live

i want somebody to serenade me with this song~lalalala..

2008-05-24T23:00:00.002+08:00

yesterday was awesome.after school,me and babe met up with huifen,jeanette,steph and dajie at town.they were shopping the whole afternoon while the both of us were in school having lessons.jealous*when me and babe reached starbucks,they were camwhoring.sheesh~we immediately started to take pics with them as well.lols.

the 6 of us windowshopped a while around wisma and far east.its quite boring looking at all the nice clothes with empty pocket.lols.the fun part was we kept joking around with each other.old classmates are still the best.we then ate at sakura before we continued to windowshop again.so many things that i want to buy!

next outing is to gelare!all girls outing are still the best!

im so pissed off with some kids.

these kids are messing with the wrong person.dont get me fueled up cuz once you do i can really roar louder than usual.im not those sensitive people who easily cry under pressure.try me.the harder you hit me,the harder i retaliate.i aint going to fall that easily.

these kids need maturity lessons from their parents.so young so foolish~

2008-05-22T22:34:00.002+08:00

have you got the word yet?DAVID COOK won american idol!wee~

david a. totally spoilt the song hero cuz he dont suit that genre.david cook should have sang it alone and it will be totally perfect.

back to me-
reena,dajie and i went to watch movie again yesterday.this time jia hui tagged along.its good he tagged along as he paid for our popcorn,nachos and drinks.we watched made of honour which is super awesome.i want a GUY BEST FRIEND too.lols.if i knew we were going MS,i would have brought more money to shop for clothes.

i finally met up with my besties tonight.i missed just the 3 of us together.im looking forward for our next meetup next week.

im so bumped out.school has really been tiring.its draining every energy cell of mine.im not looking forward to the holidays =mst drawing nearer.

im seriously dead.with gmould,popri(im totally lost in this module!) and spm(mr nee's part).

get ready your masks cuz haze is about to hit us pretty soon.

2008-05-17T21:23:00.002+08:00

i was quite tired and sick to get out of house today.but i still went out.i accompanied my cousin to woodlands library to study.

i was talking about a certain cute guy with my cousin.after a while i saw him in the library.it was way scary and funny at the same time.i wasnt expecting that.well he waved and smiled as usual.my cousin is so crazy.she kept spying on him to see whether he's gone or not.while she was studying,i was either staring into blank space or watching my videos on hp.after a while in the library,we got a table at last.the crazy cousin asked me to ask him to join us since he was alone sitting on the floor.and of course i didnt.im too shy.ya right~haha.

anyway,recently there were 2 countries that got hit badly by natural disasters~myanmar and china.and its kind of devastating to see so many lives are lost.in myanmar,many survivors are still not receiving the help they need thanks to the govt.why must the govt be selfish at this point of time?
in china,they have a policy of a child per family due to the high population of their country.many lost their only child in this disaster as it happened during schooltime.who can be blamed for this?it's the builders/architects/contractors for the school building.as other old building can withstand the impact of the earthquake,only the school building collapse crashing children and teachers down under the ruins.
the survived ones arent that lucky as well.a child was good at building things(DNT related stuff) and plans to venture in the industry when hes all grown up.but he lost both his arms as it was crashed badly.the father begged the doctor to at least keep one of his arm but it was impossible.the child havent spoken since the operation.sigh~

CEFC is sending money to the victims.and im contributing too.

if you dont have the monetary funds,its alright.just put (r) in front of ur nickname in msn.microsoft china will donate 0.02 for every account that does that.so do your bit to help.

and when u r praying,dont forget them in your prayers.

the world is really going to come to an end.

2008-05-14T20:49:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY,ABANG!WISH YOU HAPPINESS AND LOTS OF WEALTH WITH YOUR BUSINESS SCHEME.im still waiting for u to bring me to hongkong and shopping sprees!my life depends on u.lols.

im glad it rained today.i always loved the cooling days rather those humid days.

well today,i was kinda expecting mr ho is gonna give us a spot quiz since he finished teaching 2 topics.i was fumbling with all my stuff on that super tiny table at the mlt.i seriously loathe mlt due to the lack of space.i always dropped my stuff each and everytime.i dropped my ruler pretty far away and i had to stand up to pick it up sheesh~and my liquid had to run out at that point of time.my stationary are seriously against me.first,my pencil gone missing during the camp period and now my liquid.

on the brighter note,reena,dajie plus me went to watch WHAT HAPPENS IN VEGAS~super awesome!ashton was blazing hot!there were many funny snippets in the show.next on the list of my movielist:speedracer & made of honour.anyone who wants to moviedate me?

on the sidenote:dajie walked to the station with eyecandy.im so full of jealousy~babe said i was obvious.man,i really have to stop this habit of being obvious.he smiled and waved to me~lols.babe,i've totally lost it.

well,back to my lame dayjournal,i was watching american idol just now.and DAVID ARCHELUTA totally spoilt my boyfriend's song!sheesh~im going to support DAVID COOK totally!!plus all the songs he sang were awesome choices!i was predicting what the judges was going to say and it all came out right.my mum kept claiming that i already watched the show but i didnt.their comments were so predictable that it seemed as if it was scripted.

anyway!my fav song of the performance today!

dedicating this song to my besties!this is one of jannah's favourite song.its been centuries since i've met her.i missed her lots la.

i finally downloaded 'always be my baby'-d.cook full version.though i still love the live performance rather than the studio version.

finally,wsc is beginning to be a wholesome club.i cant wait for the national family day event!it seems like a whole truckload of fun~hopefully.

the weather has been blowing hot and cold lately.so everybody take care of themselves k?many of my classmates are already sick.and im kinda of feeling not too good right now.

bye lovable aliens.

2008-05-13T20:35:00.002+08:00

weekend was freaking long and tiring.camp was a bleah...im lazy to go through the details.but at least the yr 1s are a bunch of cuties.i adore them so much.steph and i spent the last night with them chatting and talking to them.

i've been through the worst camps of my life and this camp aint going to bring me down.ps i still those 2 shitheads bitches and the crap coming out from their mouth.

i wanted to go home on the 2nd night but i ended up staying over for another night.i fell asleep watching ratatouille cuz i was so damn tired.

the next day,i got kenduri at home for my brother's birthday.luckily,my sister was nice enough to pick me up from school cuz i was darn lazy to take the mrt.me and her then went around to pick up food from different places.

the bad me slept while people in the living room were doing prayers.lols.blame it on my eyes.they were forcing me to shut it down.

the food was awesome!!so many delicious yummy food!!my mum cooked her specialty dish which she only cooked during the festive season.

i think i have gained a few kgs these past few days.sheesh~

2008-05-05T22:01:00.002+08:00

my mum is making me addicted to cinta fitri.and im really hooked to the song-atas nama cinta.crapz.maybe she is doing this since i got her hooked to tw and korean dramas.

stay with you full version has already come out.chun sounds so weird with singing jap.im still hooked on calvy singing jap.

thanks joy for trying to cheer me up today.its really very sweet of u.me lovey u~
N lengheng for listening to my non-stop complains n 4 being so kpo on msn.

it can get pretty frustrating with some people.i hate people who cant accept rejection.at times,i thought i can act pretty well but actually i can really show displeasure on my face if i seriously loathe that person.
our efforts is not efforts la?we din spent time doing it well la?den ur efforts is so magnificent?whats 20 mins compared to the whole afternoon?even a math idiot can calculate the odds.i shall stop it,seriously.

worst still was during practical.shall not even talk about it here.im glad hui yin was there with me.mentioning abt her always reminds me of the exact replica of chun's jacket thats hugging her body.sheesh~i going to strangle her once she bought the matching pants.seriously~

on the brighter note,eating at pizza hut with babe,square boy and mr president was nice.only us in the restaurant.the service aint that bad,i guess.shucks,i forgot to snap at charles's throat for revenge.

after this week,i want to relax 100%!i want to go movie marathoning(prom night,what happens in vegas!!!) with babe,i want to meet up with 2 besties!

oh yay!i only got 3 hrs of lessons 2mrw!i want to get home early and sleep!im seriously deprieved of sleep.

i want to dance to shake it mama and that tai ke wu!!

bye bye bye~aliens.

2008-05-03T22:24:00.002+08:00

im stressed out.stressed out.stressed out.

i need my extra dosage of relaxation.

i hate myself for throwing myself down this pit of doom.

people want perfection but they dont know how hard it is for us.

its always easier said than done.

you and YOUR fucking needs.

2008-05-02T21:46:00.003+08:00

may ONE!!

its the highest day of my life!no one could make me feel so high like they do.i know im being mad and all but CE is endorsing a product together!!!and its the 1st couple tandem to do so.its definitely like a dream come true for many obsessive fans such as myself.

every chemistry was felt.every gaze was noted.every little touch was seen.love was felt between this two.

if they werent together,i can chop off my head and let u sit on it.

~courtesy of my dearest CEFC~

all this gets my head off all the stress from camp to school to mounting datasheets left undone.

im praying hard the camp will be a successful one.at least some of us really put in a lot of effort to pull it off.the prep games were ok just now.we managed to think of a game and improve on our games.guys are funny with hula hoops.haha.

i know my babe is facing a lot stress now.hopefully she will take things easy.everything is going to work out on its own.when its time to let go,u have to let go dearie.let the rest be part of your memories.

i got to clean up my house.fang fang,xiu pin and hui yin are coming over to do the practical report.

may weekends are not weekends for me.please dont ask me out on weekend cuz i will be super packed for the whole month.weekdays are A-okay.

oh ya!xin wo is out with a japanese version.too bad theres no SHE.if not i can hear my ella's beautiful voice after chun's.its always a good thing when chun's voice always come before ella's one.and when i cut the song,it seems like they are dueting.haha~~

ps.AMAL.i saw that songkok guy i think u mentioned last time just now.he was with chapal lah hari ni.

2008-04-27T21:07:00.002+08:00

friday was a total mess.i shall not even state here.thanks to all those who asked me to go!~all of you owe me a punch in the arm.just joking!lols.

im so happy today when channel u decided to rebroadcast hana kimi!haha~yes i was shrieking of happiness.my mum can vouch for that.this gives me more reason to stay at home during the weekends.3 of my idolshows on tv!wee~plus ch 56 is going to show hana kimi jap version soon.i know i have watched all these before.blame it on my loony twin in me.

i still cannot decide if i want to go for my cousin's performance at istana on labour day.hito awards is playing on tv that day and its a super must watch for me.plus i cant find any companions to go with me.maybe i shall drag my brother along.he said i was biased towards this cousin.and it aint true.im not biased towards anyone.seriously no.i just hate those who are incessantly naughty,stubborn and spoilt.thats just about it.im not biased.

weekend has gone by so quick and week 3 is starting 2mrw.sheesh~school is really starting to get a toll on me.

flying off and beyond!

2008-04-24T20:29:00.003+08:00

today,i laughed till i cant laughed no more.bernard and charles were being stupid with their foldedup pants.there were so funny moments!first,it was charles acting all gay and dancing sexily to tpain's low.another funny part was when bernard showed his sexy legs to a bunch of indian guys.they gave him a whatthehell look.it was so hilarious.i laughed till no sound couldnt even come out.it was kind of embarrassing when others gave a blank stare wondering why all of us were laughing like some mad hyenas.

and a good thing today is i was the biggest winner in monopoly!!haha.this board game is really super addictive.i was the jailbird who keeps going to jail but people keep paying me for rent.lols.next time we got a long break,we should go to our clubhouse and play monopoly again!~fun fun fun!

oh ya!yesterday,1A25 met up and watch a movie together at the cathay.i shall not talk about the movie~sheesh..at least all of us agree that it was the worst movie ever ever made!~can i have eggs?wat the??anyway,the feeling of being with the old classmates are much more better.hopefully we can do this kind of outing more often!

im getting more bankrupt.paying for notes itself has sucked me 35 bucks dry.plus my concession and my other school stuff.i need to get money and yet i dun want to work.one thing i can do is pray that one day it might rain money or i will struck lottery~which i dont even buy.so what to do?remain broke as it is.~

im so sleepy sleepy.im going to hit the bed early tonight.i cant wait till the weekends.

and yes,jannah!me misses u lotsy!i heard about timetable from amal and boy,it sucks a lot la!hope to meet u soon~

CHUN/fahrenheit on CHANNEL U on saturday!its the episode he got pranked on.cant wait~

Chun:我们天生一对真心就是绝配
We are a match made in Heaven; Our true hearts are for each other
酸甜的回忆每天都要回味
Memories of sour sweetness; Everyday I must reminisce

Ella:偶尔需要吃醋刺激味蕾
The occasional jealousy stimulates the taste buds
好让你发现我是多麼可贵
So that you’ll discover just how precious I am

suan tian:LOVES!

2008-04-21T22:52:00.004+08:00

i just finished my qaas tutorial and engineering maths tutorial..hooray for me..i cant afford to be lazy this semester.

it was a normal day in school.practical was very very very long as the experiment im doing today was time-dependent.well during our break time,part of my new class and old class went to moberly.some played pool.other slack around chit chatting with each other.hui yin stole a ball from the pool table and we played our ??table soccer??i teamed up with hui yin and go against shimin+christina.we won the 1st game and subsequently they won cuz everyone was getting tired turning the handles.it was fun!

man!??table soccer?? can be so addictive.

school is getting better every single day.and hopefully my class can gel up as one soon.we going to be seeing each other for 2 years.

anyway,davin gave me a copy of all of collated pictures.it was so goddamn huge that my computer can read the last few pictures.faints*

1A25 Chalet==>love these aliens.a movie outing on wed..wee~~

too many~lazy to upload all.

yay!tomorrow only 2 hrs of break.meeting amal my bimbo bestie 2mrw!!hope to meet up with my backpack hiphop shawty too!u know its u jannah.

nites all.off to bed.chunella in my dreams here i come.

I LOVE CHOCOLATE MILK!

2008-04-20T22:14:00.003+08:00

yesterday was a-ok..i went to my cousin's birthday party at our usual chalet.practically,i just go there to eat and eat.but the food aint that great too.haha..

luckily we didnt have to stayover.i was quite reluctant to stay over in the beginning.my granny complained why i din came to her house last weekend.i was feeling quite guilty since i was lazy on that day to even go out from my house.it was getting boring in the chalet so me,my sis and kak farz went to play pool together.den my fatty cuzzy,epa came down and join us.we formed tac-team.lols.im quite a loser at pool and games in fact.my cuzzy did a funny thing and all of us cudnt stop laughing and cudnt concentrate on playing.haha.it was way too funny.all i got to say is luckily shes not a guy.if not,the effect will be much more hilarious.

we played the arcade and the table soccer??haha..the ??table soccer?? got us pretty high!!haha..and yup,the dumb me as usual couldnt figure how to start up the motorbike at the arcade.what the hell right?i think i got infected by amal's bimboness.lols.but it was a whole heck of fun!

i reached home ard 1 plus in the morning.and i had to entertain my bro's antic picking up some junks in the middle of the night.jeez~

school is from 9 to 5 2mrw.brace myself for the 1st practical.sheesh~i cant wait for tues though.my lessons are from 11 to 2 only.

i cant wait for the 1A25 movie outing this wed.hopefully it happens la.haha.if not,i want to do a meetup with my 3 unitybuds in sp again.haha.

goodbye lovable aliens~

OH YA HITO AWARDS ON CH 56!!CE'S XINWO ON TV ON 1ST MAY!~~wee!

2008-04-17T14:54:00.001+08:00

today i didnt go to school.yup,i know its only the first week of school.its not that i was lazy or anything.i got the worst diarrhoea/food poisoning or whatever it was.i think it was due to the thai food i ate in school.never NEVER going to eat there again.i woke up at 5plus in the morning and have been running to the toilet many times.in the end,i slept in the living room as it was nearer to the toilet.

i felt kinda weak so i skipped school today and msged ahheng to collect my notes for me.my mom was scared that i caught some virus in my stomach so she brought me to the doctor with the kind assistance of my sister who keeps scaring me about having to go hospital.sheesh~

the doctor asked me how many days u want for mc.i said one is enough cuz my timetable is fully packed with lessons 2mrw.i dont even know if my tummy can last the whole day 2mrw.i dont want to miss out on anything from the beginning.im a good student,you know.

extra shizzle to my tizzle.
i just downloaded david c's always be my baby.he charmed my pants off yesterday with that rendition.im putting it as my ringtone.
plus fahrenheit's latest song-stay with you...double OH YEAH!cant wait for the whole song to come out.and i want to listen to xinwo japanese version too!

i hate that carbon pills.~i rather go to toilet lots of time and not take it at all.its so yucky!my sister cant force me(bleak!) and i shall not tell my mum if she ever asked.hush!

ok.im off to rest as the drowsy pill is taking effect.

2008-04-15T22:01:00.000+08:00

im so glad my laptop is finally back with me.i missed my baby so much.

first day of school was kinda rough.having only 2 people i know in the class.many of my classmates are in the buddy class so we only have a few lessons together.

i didnt know xiupin and fangfang were in my class too.so thats 4 people i know.

its kinda of weird not having the old people around u.but i guess as time passed,it will get better since we are all stuck with each other for 2 years.

so hopefully everything will turn out a-ok!

im still hating the timetable though.we start at 8 everyday except tues and finish at 5-6 except wed.what the hell.

im tired now and only 2 days have gone by.shucks.

just got this from derek from huichen's camera.lols.i will get more tomorrow..

2008-04-09T23:11:00.000+08:00

first of all,sorry to my besties for canceling on u girls last min on monday.

monday was a long day for my family.well,my sister got into an unexpected accident in the morning.in case she din know,my mum was already on the verge of tears in the morning.i was supposed to go for meeting in the morning but i got lazy.then my mum's phone rang and my sister was practically shouting over the phone until i got woken up.

she really gave me a scare la.my aunt drove my mum,grandparents and me to sgh to A&E.luckily my sister is still in one piece and her head aint broken.the wait for the doctor was torturous.it was so long and tormenting.then we had to wait for 8 more hrs before the doctor gave a thumbsup that shes ok.

then reena told me a shocking news that shes maybe emigrating to perth next year.my tears was welling up when i told my mum but i controlled myself.i hate crying what more in public.
she's like one of my best friends.not having her in my life is not the same.so hopefully she wont be moving there.haiz.thanks for offering to come down to the hospital to support me.

i cant afford to lose anyone i love.for i already lost one a few years back.and yet im still hating him a lot.

my mum dont allow me to go thailand for the overseas voluntary trip.pouts*
im praying hard that my brother keeps his promise if not i will strangle him and shock him with my big wand.for i am jorgon von strangle.sorry been watching too much cartoon.too much cartoon hurts your mind.

the anticipated reunion didnt happen.how disappointing life can get.

school is starting and im not looking forward to it at all.i want to sleep at home and wake up late in the afternoon.

i hope school goes smoothly.

i just send an application to the TOUCH community service.hopefully my application to be a volunteer follows through!anyone wants to be a volunteer too?join me!!

i need to send my laptop soon before school reopens.-backing up in process-

nites all.

my favourite 2 boys.

seeing the light.

2008-04-07T00:17:00.000+08:00

i want him to be this happy always.

i cant believe im crying in the middle of the night because chun is crying.seeing the video kills me more.when dadong talked abt how lesser time he has been spending with his mum just cracked chun's control and he totally break down.seeing how he went towards jiro's embrace and the 4 of them hug each other gives me a warm feeling.im glad when im down,there's people around me giving me support like how fahrenheit gave each other support.
hopefully 2mrw will be a better day for him since he is going to be with baobei for 3 days in beijing for mengniu.

totally heart-wrenching.

not that i want to post a pic of arron.but look at how hard chun is sobbing at the back.aww~

tomorrow i got to wake up early to go to school for a meeting.shucks~

after that,me and besties are going picnic-ing!!cant wait for it!

ps.thanks bro for buying me pocky.yumyum~

nites all.i need to join fahrenciti!!pronto!!gah~~

tuesday is CE reunion.xin wo please?throw in some waltz.

2008-04-02T23:12:00.000+08:00

i bumped into dajie today while i was on my way to meet reena today.i missed dajie so much!i havent seen her for a long time.so we had a long chat throughout the train ride.i alighted at bugis while she alighted at lavender to fix her wireless thingy.

i went shopping for school items at bugis.ok not exactly school items.i bought a bag,a blouse and 2 shorts.and all together i spent less than 60bucks.what a bargain!!coincidentally,me and reena loved the same bag and it was the only bag that attracted us.but i gave up the bag to reena and i bought another kind so that we wont be having the same bag.lols.anyway,im buying a backpack(i want that polka dot green bag!!) for school.i shall start hunting for my backpack.im not going to risk an aching shoulders for school.

after shopping,we took a rest at tcc and talk about a lot of stuff.about my naughty past,lollipop,school etc..it's been 2 weeks since we met and boy,we talk a lot.

oh ya!and my sister bought a chris brown cd for me!!hooray!and there's a dvd that goes with it.i wanted this cd for 2 months already!thanks,sis!!

ella's birthday is coming up in june.cefc and af-ella thread are planning a charity related activities and do it under ella's name!she's a great person and hopefully our gift is more meaningful than a bought-one.i hope i can meet her face to face someday.

for all my life.

2008-03-31T23:59:00.000+08:00

hello lovable aliens!

first of all,nisa-goddaughter,has created a whole new forum for fahrenheit fans.so fahrenheit fans,do join us in there,ya?we are officially open this friday night for registration!
http://ifahrenheitsfc.proboards88.com/index.cgi

im excited for besties picnic on monday!!i wanted to bring bananas but jannah dont allow me to.i dont want to get attacked by monkeys there so i better keep it for myself.haha.it's been a real long time since i've been to botanic gardens.

recently,im way too addicted to watching yu le 100%.xiaozhu/xiaogui always cracked me up.this afternoon,when i was watching it,they were doing the magic~ again.even xiaozhu/xiaogui find it irritating themselves.
i love to discuss this topic with jia hui.then both of us will go magic~ with that kind of face.haha.

oh ya.reena keep talking about bbt on ch v.making me feel so jealous!~~

i know my sister reads my blog.so can u subscribe ch v(taiwan) for me please?it's not that expensive.i can pay for it,lols.
pretty please?pretty pretty please??pretty pretty pretty please??

den i think i will be the happiest little sister in the world.lols!

currently addicted to:wei ni xie shi~wu ke qun.

2008-03-29T21:47:00.000+08:00

i finally changed my blogskin!

options are out.and i got into my first option which is polymer!yay!though im not in the same class as my babe and others but never mind.im way over whining about it.on the bright side,im going to have new classmates.hopefully it's as great as my previous class.

but my new timetable just sucks.seriously sucks.and i thought being a yr 1 was already that tough and now it's way tougher.i finish school at 5/6pm everyday except weds and there's practical almost everyday.faints.im the kid with no life now.

i just checked sas.graphics and mould design is 5 credits?!!!oh my god la.i hate drawing.i cant draw.i dont have a sense of creativity.if i have to use softwares like the zbrush,just kill me now.i dont have to take the module.

stage b aint that bad with modules of 2 and 3 credits around.but stage a is worse.all the modules are 4 credits.i can already feel the stress building in me right now.

i suddenly miss our old principal.he was a better calender planner at least.

my laptop is creating problems for me.i have to send it for repair soon before it get hangs and all my data cannot be retrieved.

love the long talks at night.

2008-03-23T21:15:00.000+08:00

friday was totally awesome!being with old and familiar friends brings back nostalgic feelings.

me and besties are supposed to meet up in the morning to do some baking together before meeting 27 peeps.but the night before,we had a change of plans.some of them wanted to meet earlier for bonding activities.

im supposed to meet them at 11am at pending which is the nearest for me but i was the latest because i was too watching tv for a while.so we took bus 966 to parkway parade.i was chatting with huichen,zona and chantel all the way throughout the bus ride.they were my classmates for 4 years and i havent met them for like 1 yr plus.our friendship was still that good.

we first went to eat at macs before making our way to ecp.the rest of them went to cycle+rollerblade while me n jannah were just chilling n chatting by the beach.after which the 8 of us went to parkway parade where we met up with aileen,salie,kenn wong,lutfi,vivian and tze shin.we went shopping for the bbq stuff.and kenn wong was like our botak daddy pushing the trolley and all.

after buying all our bbq stuff,we took a cab to area g which was totally far out from everything.i never even been to that area before.when we reached,kevin and kenn started the fire.joey and wei arng came and joined us later.

pictures were taken.old memories were being reminisced.it was a perfect evening and a great gathering.

everyone left one by one leaving only the 6 of us(derek,kevin,lutfi and besties).we overnight there.confessions of the past were made.laughters went bursting out.jokes were cracked.
i slept for 15 mins or less while the other 2 pigheads slept till 6plus.i chatted with the guys throughout the night.we talked about religions,politics and school...

it was a totally awesome night.i cant wait for the next class gathering!

i will wait for huichen to send me the pics.meanwhile,i took some with my hp.

presenting the couple of the year thanks to top paparazzi,amal.

i shall not reveal their faces to protect their privacy.

27 loves.

2008-03-15T22:22:00.000+08:00

enrolment is really sucking my sleep-time.worst still,it's so boring looking at those yr1-s walking past u.i still dont get why we have to set up the booth.yup,clueless.im not as enthu as spac2go or whatever to pull more ppl or rather force them into writing their contacts down.if they are willing to join,they will join.ps..i hate environment club.

i enjoyed talking to wendy.c yesterday.we shared our class secrets and such.i didnt know that so much was going in her class.kinda of fun to listen in!we sure can click well.it was nice sharing our thoughts and feelings with each other.

i met up with my 2 dearest besties yesterday.i missed jannah so much since i haven met up with her for a very long time!we went to town to spend some quality time together.i missed the 3 of us together.

how clumsy can a girl get?i was going down the escalator and set a wrong footing which nearly caused me to roll down the escalator.luckily i grabbed hold of the side.but in the end,i still busted my foot.this is what happens when u laughed too much at people.yes im mean and i know.

back to the topic,we sat down at bk and talk stuff.well dirty stuff.jannah's bf was talking about some bapoks which was absolutely funny.haha.jannah and amal was really bimbotic.one is my backpack bimbo and the other one is just a plain bimbo.lols.they must be glad that they have such a smart friend like me.*ahem.

after which me and amal went home together while jane and her bf went home by the other route.

and amal.i know its hard to forget and it takes time.dont worry about it cuz u still have me and jane around with u.dont think too much.your tears are precious and i dont want u to waste it like that.im always here to love u.get that in your heart.

ps.thanks sister for buying my chocolates!see i put in my post!

2008-03-12T23:37:00.000+08:00

i officially hate anyone whose name is angela.dont ask me why.i just hate them.so those who named angela,dont ever be my friend or come near me.

i went back to school on monday to decorate our booth for the enrolment.we met up at 10!and the deco officially start at 3 plus or something thanks to some person.hint*the name i mentioned above.me and linkeong stayed until 7 plus and we were only half done.both of us really lacked the sense of creativity and we were in charge of decorating??dont ask about the booth cuz its totally....whatever it is,lucky linghui came on tuesday to help a lil bit on the deco.and we were done within 2 hours.

i have to wake up early tomorrow for the enrolment and it last for 5 days?!!i sure hope linkeong can find some people to help out so we wont be too exhausted.plus i dont want to be there all 5 days.i think i will be tired out.

i miss reena so much!i have so much to share with her.she will only come back on sat night.

upcoming events for me!
enrolment(13/3-14/3,17/3-19/3)
reena&friends's bbq@sentosa(19/3)
27 class gathering.
reena n jiahui's birthday celebration.
outing to cannot-be-mentioned-here with lk,jy and reena.

i heard fahrenheit is planning their album promos in sg.ard apr/may?not sure of the details yet.but this time im going to queue overnight.cuz those other fahrenheit fanatics must be there alr.cefc go go go!

pics as promised!NO RIPPING OF MY BLOG!*RESTRICTED*

my cute cute mushroom.3 strikes and you are purely busted!*ce fans u know what i mean.

i haf to wake up early 2mrw.shessh.

a proud fan of ce.zzzzz.